Ashley8888
Status: Living one day at a time! :)
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- So, I am learning that after work on Sat. and Sundays everyone gets a free drink (I am a server, but working AM as to try aviod the party crowd) and this group is much milder, but of course some still drink,anyways this one girl asked me if I was...
- Well, I did it, I didnt go out and drink tonight as I would of liked too and it feels pretty good....Instead I took my nieces trick or treating, so that my sister could have a break...There where a pirate and a bum....they were so cute and it was...
- I finally went to my first meeting (well for myself that is)....I had called my brother to get a number of a woman I could go with...her name was Juilie and she was so nice...she was going to a meeting that she never goes to for a friends...
- I went to dinner at my brothers house the other night...he is in AA, and I asked him for a number of a woman I could call and go to my first meeting with....he has called me back and left me a name and number....now I just need to call...
- I feel like I am being such a bad friend to so many people......they ask me to go out, I put them off, lie to them, ignore them or just plain stand them up.....I want to stop being this way, but I do not want to put my sobriety on the line.....and I...
- So, I am thinking about going to my cousins house to hang out....Her husband may have one beer or two.....my cousin used to be my bestfriend and I miss her and want to hang out with them, but then again I dont because it is easy to sit in my place...
- So, I was thinking about going to this meeting right by my house, and I rode by and threw the parking lot....there were all men standing outside....where it was listed said nothing about it being a mans group....but there was not one woman in...
- Okay, so I relapsed last night....a "friend" from NY was in town last night and I messed up....I almost knew it was going to happen....BUT you know all I can think about now.....all the "advise" or kind words I have said on this board to others who...
- So, I started me new job a couple weeks ago and I already see lots of after work drinking going on.....I am a server but have opted to work mornings so its less likely I will be tempted to get caught up in the "night life"....but they also sit...
- I am new to being sober and I am trying to find my "higher power".....some people talk about their big "awakening" or spiritual experience.....I have not had any of that.....life is hard being sober and dealing with everything....I can except that...
- I have been thinking about this and not quiet sure how to go about it...My cousins 30th birthday is coming up and we are suppose to go out...we always go out with each other on our birthdays, always....and this year she is also going through a...
- So, I am going back to work soon, a new job...and I am a server....i have to find a way to say no to going out with co-workers, at first it will be easy because I will be new but I know as time passes, there will be the ones who go out after work...
- I think that music is what brings the soul to life, among many other things that is, but right now I seem to be at a loss....what music is everyone else listening to....if you want to share that would awsome....one of my favorite artists is tracy...
- Ahhh...I want to drink and I am sitting here giving myself reasons why is it okay...I keep thinking, oh, I'll drink tonight, repent tomorow and not do it again....wth??? I dont know....my sister and nieces went to a wedding tonight, and will be...
- I have not drank in over a month but I have also been avoiding all my friends and everything eles in life...I have been depressed, as I feel like I have lost so many friends ( I know they were not real friends, and its mainly the comfort of my...