I finally went to my first meeting (well for myself that is)....I had called my brother to get a number of a woman I could go with...her name was Juilie and she was so nice...she was going to a meeting that she never goes to for a friends Bday....well come to find out it is my brothers and my aunts home group...(yeah a whole family of alcoholics) they where not there but a family friend was and she told me...It was a really great meeting though!

I was late and almost left, okay I did but as I was heading down the road Juilie called and meet me outside (oh, I walked in to this huge school and walked around, forced myself to ask this nice woman if she knew where the meeting was, well she was like what meeting...oh no...I had to say AA...I felt kinda dumb....she didnt know and I was late so I was going to leave....thank god juilie called me and I had not got on the expressway....It was a REALLY good meeting...they had open dicussion about miricles....I want that and I feel excited about going to another one!!
Thank you all so much for your support and helping me get this far...I am so grateful.....tomorrow i am going to the one I chickened out on last week...the "all mens" group...if it dosent say that in the listing I doubt it is....
I think I am over being scared...maybe nervous but not scared:)