Ashley8888
Status: Living one day at a time! :)
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- I do not know what it is like to be a mother....but I always imagined living and breathing for MY baby....I do not have kids, so I do not really know BUT really, they are not enough motivation? I imagine a baby only in my hands and god.....sorry...
- I am so annoyed with being sober....really, I just want to be FREE....I know that I am not normal, can not be, IT SUCKS....I was in such a bad mood today...all day at work....could not make myself snap out of it...did as little as posible...I...
- I really miss dating....should I totally avoid it is dating okay in early recovery....I have serious trust issues so I do not think anything will come of it....but I am lonly and like to hang out with other and laugh...nothing like chilin with a...
- I have not been smoking that long but I stopped drinking and picked up smoking weed when my sister was living with me...now its five months later....What bothers me is that I can smoke at nights, and that is all I usually do but it seems at work the...
- How do I change my avatar? where do I get new images?
- I have a pretty good day off so far...did some cleaning, hanging out with the kittes, and went grocery shopping, going to make chili tonight, wish me luck, as I am not such a good cook...lol..But on my way up, I could not find a cart, and I live in...
- I can talk about emotions when i drink...I was drinking when I talked about "itching" sorry guys....I do not know emotions when I am sober and trying to learn...I mean I know how to be nice but not needy....I have had three glasses of wine...
- I get so bored with not drinking...I guess I sometimes miss my old self, the part that was outgoing with a few drinks....I am also missing wine..."just a couple glasses" like a normal person relaxing...I know I cant do that....I am so glad it is...
- I have no idea what my passion in this life is....I mean my life seems so bland....I am single, live alone, work a full time job (sometimes feels part time), and do nothing since I have stopped drinking....well even before all I did was drink and...
- Its already snowing here....well no accumulation tonight, but there is SNOW...it only November....lol....I will get over it....I do not like the winter, I feel so closed in...how about your neck of the woods, snow yet?One day I will move back to the...
- I do not know how to begin....but I feel you all are much more supportive over here...so here it is....i am drinking again....the second time now....and tom, I am going to cal into work, I already know this...I suck right now....but for how much...
- I was just wonder how everyone got sober....there are lots here with a lot of time sober, and I was just wondering what it was that finally made you say this it?And how did you change things, in the beginning? was it just going to AA and keep on...
- I was cleaning and just heard this song(arosmith, Its Amazing)....a blast from the past but it inspired me and I hope you all like it too....I had heard it before, many of times, but being sober brought new meaning to it for me....peace to...
- I feel really lonly right now...my sister and nieces just moved out and I am very happy, I miss living alone but I am feeling really lonely right now....like I am doomed to be that woman who lives in a shoe with 300 cats...j/k...but really...I am so...
- I was thinking last night about rehab....I am not sure if I need it or not...I kind of want to go just to get myself together fully...I keep messing up...not drinking but smoking weed...I tell myself it is not that bad but I want to be off all...