Ashley8888
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- I hate to see and feel fall coming it is like my depression creping up on me and I feel it a lot....just total sadness about everything...I hate it....does this happen to anyone else.....should I up my anti depressants? What helps for this?
- Ahhh...the cravings sometimes suck...and that messed up part of me want to give in...the alcoholic voice, i guess....but I will not let it win....today was a rough day, but I did not drink....I am learning to quiet that voice but it takes...
- I have not drank any alcohol for almost a month......I have been feeling so much better BUT I have been smoking weed still....I have switch addictions in hopes of just fixing one and then stopping the other....I do not really like weed but it helps...
- This is the first part DS's "news and info"....I really liked it because it plainly states the medical field does not know if alcoholism is a disease....It could be caused many things.....there for the solution is also different...."Alcoholism is a...
- today I went over to talk to my dad....and I told him I hadnt drank in almost a month.....I tryed to make it sound very casual, not dramatic, and really didnt want to come out and tell him I was an alcoholic....I guess he knew....he was so...
- Can anyone reccomend books that have helped them.....other the the BB..lolI just want to read more, I love autobiographys.....I have read one really good one by Augusten Burroughs...DRY....really good story of his bottom and how he recovered...
- I don;t know how to start this but I really need some advice here...I am at a lose with my sister....She has been with her abusive boyfriend for five years, and has gone through SO much....he cheats, he hits her, he verbally abuses her, and was her...
- wouldnt it be funny if everyone from this forum was thrown in a room together...lol...how do you all think that would go??...lmao....It might be good or it could be ugly too...lol
- I do not have kids but I know that alcohol runs VERY rapid in my family....I think I want to have kids in the future but if I am only going to put this curse of alcoholism on them is that really fair? Do you think if they are raised differently...
- I have been crying so much today and not really even sure why....I am just so emotional!! I guess I am just thinking too much....but really I know i am okay, its just seems like so much is coming at me, emotionally...I do not want to drink and I am...
- well today was a little rough for me....not that I wanted to drink but I was just so moody....I hate it when I yell at my nieces but I did a few times today.I feel like I am starting my life over, trying to refocus on my goals and get my life back...
- so, today is my bestfriends birthday and he is having a cookout later...I must go and there will be alcohol there....I do not want to drink and I am purposly taking my sister car who would kill me if I drunk and drove....but I know this is going to...
- A friend of mine is moving out of the country and he gave me a lot of stuff including a really nice bar.....and well he had A LOT of liquor too, I took some of it....but immediatlly, got rid of the vodca and gin and stuff I knew I would like...
- I cant sleep and was wondering if anyone wanted to share how they got sober and such....I know it is kind of contraversal to share our bad stories but it does help me sometimes.....reminds me of where i came from and no long want to go......if not i...
- What if I do not believe everything AA says? I am having such a hard time ( or rather just dont believe) with step one.......I do not believe I can just turn this over to god....yes I do believe in praying and so on but I have to take responsibility...