Ashley8888
Status: Living one day at a time! :)
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- I am trying to find an anti depressant that will work for me...and it is very frustrating!!! I have taken lexapro (good but gave me anxiety and heart made my heart race, couldn't do stay on it), Zoloft (pretty much the same and speed me up a little...
- I feel pretty guilty.. I confused to my brother and father that I had stopped drinking and had a problem....though I made it sound like I was all peachy....this was like 6 months ago...The other night, my brother, who has three years, asked me if I...
- I have been at trying to quiet drinking for over a year now....and each time I do think I learn something. I know that I need to do a lot different this time. I have to go to meeting and force myself to be open, put myself out there and talk to...
- I know the music is what helps my soul...please most your songs of courage, I think we all need them....mine is a little off but one of my very favorites.....please, lets hear yours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnvZ40XANMw
- I just now REALLY realized something and I feel SOOOO pathetic....so bad. so awful....please tell me what you think....Okay so I dont usually admit this to anyone...that I am taken care of, bill wise (have been for almost...
- I just got through reading an amazing book called "A Piece Of Cake" by Cupcake Brown....It a memoir...her story is sooo amazing and probable beyond what the average person has to go through in a life time....She was drinking and smoking weed by 11...
- I guess I just need some advise on how to go about this....I have been a server for about ten years and the money is really good, BUT I do not want to be in this field anymore...it is filled with those who drink, and drink a lot...Shesh, it makes...
- I need some help here....I have been on this roller coaster for about a year now....drinking off and on....I have been on here off and on for a year too....I know I WANT to stop drinking, I really do....But things are okay in my life...well only...
- I know I have not been on here in awhile and I posted it in health relationships...but I know some of you here and thought maybe I could get some advise....sorry its so long...Okay, so I will try to keep this short...I started talking to an ex...
- Okay, so I will try to keep this short...I started talking to an ex boyfriend...We dated when I was like 22 or 23(I am 30 now), dated for about 6 months and I truly did love him but things just didnt work out...I was to blame I was young and stupid,...
- I have not been on here in a awhile, have felt kinda stupid about the last time I was on here I was drinking and pretty upset....I am doing much better with my drinking, have lots more work to do but on my way....This is kind of O.T. (off topic) but...
- "If Left this plain, would the other be easier.....where I could finally see the ones I loved the most........would they even say a word....would there spirit feel just the same????? would she huge me like she used too? would she know me just the...
- The whispers.....oh how the tourer goes on......LOL....."you are not good enough""you are stupid""you just need to give in because this what you are...""you are so weak..""you cant do this...."This is how my brain works but i will do believe...
- I feel so messed up right now , I know what I should be doing, what I wish my life were like...I am not doing anything to go int that direction, I hate myself right now BUT I just wan to do something!!! and I am so scared of living life sober....It...
- So, my sister and I were talking today....she has an addiction to marijuana, she really wants to stop BUT here is the problem...she does not feel comfortable in NA, and she is not an "alcoholic" by her understanding..(she drank a LOT when younger...