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5 Years Ago December 29, 2006 I sat at my son's funeral.  December 29, 2011 I sat at my Granny's bedside as she took her last breath.  Words cannot express how I am feeling.  I am sorry for being...

Another Thing John and I will never have---A wedding for our Josh.  Yesterday we attended my cousin Michael daughter's wedding.  She was a beautiful bride.  As I sitting there listening to the...

The Video----- Logan (Josh's girlfriend) has told me that she had Josh on video.  Josh spent his last Thanksgiving with her family.  She had told me that when I wanted to watch it just let her...

Monday was the 24th.  Two months from Monday will be five years since Josh's accident.  Five years since I have heard his voice, since his smile and you know how much I miss that everything else. ...

Hello Everyone.  Boy what a busy time for me last week.  It started by working on Monday and Tuesday.  My brothers and I left Tuesday night to travel to Raleigh to be with mama during her heart...

Today I had to watch another mother and father lay their child to rest. One of John's friends from way back was shot and killed on Friday. Jamie was only 46. Jamie was messed up from one end to...

I want to start out my journal by saying I love you all and I carry you in my heart everyday. I may not journal alot, send alot of hugs but do know that I reading and sometimes I just don't know...

Well Irene has finally left North Carolina.  Boy was yesterday a long long day.  Especially with no power.  We all woke up yesterday morning with strong winds and rain.  We had power.  Well I...

Happy Friday to Everyone. As most of you know I live about one hour and a half from the coast of North Carolina. So here comes Irene. I live in Goldsboro. So far I think they are expecting our...

Hello Everyone.  I need to start with an update on mama.  My brothers and I spent Wednesday night at Wake Med with her and Doug (her man).  That night after her bath she noticed a small red spot...

I want to start this journal with something I think is a sign from Josh but not sure.  I was in a store on Sunday and took out a $5 bill to pay for my things.  Well as I was pulling it out I...

MY GREEN SMILEY MONDAY IS WOW!!!! WHAT A GREAT RETREAT. SO AMAZING. I AM WORK AND CAN'T GO INTO DETAIL BUT WILL WRITE MORE LATER. LOVE YOU ALL.

Green Smiley Monday after Mothers Day.  As you guys know John left for Alabama.  I hoped he would be home before Mother's Day.  My wish came true.  He came home late Wednesday night.  He was so...

Green Smiley Monday. What in the world happens to the weekend? There is not enough time for me to do what I need to do.Things I am thankful for..... My brother Phillip made it home on Friday from...

My journey started on Saturday booking a hotel. I had just completed booking one on line in Canton when my computer locked up. While I was waiting on it I called Terri to let her know John and I...