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Well, This week will be 11 months since I last heard Josh's voice.  Tonight I got a phone call telling me who called 911 that awful morning.  A couple riding by saw his truck resting in the...

I am tried right now and ready for bed.  Today we had the clean up day for Josh.  I have been up since 4:00 am and wore out.  But I am glad to say we had 59 of Josh's Friends and family here. ...

Well today is Halloween.  Josh should have been here to hang out with Logan and his friends.  But he is not.  Why does crap like this happen?  I just don't understand.  Last Halloween he was...

Well here is Friday night and I am sitting here in front of this computer.  So many feelings inside and I just don't know where to start.  I love and miss my baby more than anything in this...

I know it is green smiley day, but honestly I can not put one on this morning.  I went out to Josh this morning on my way to work to take down the Happy Birthday Balloons that everyone had left and...

Good Morning Josh, I just had to tell you this morning that you are my heart and soul and will be until I see you again.  Just two more days before your birthday.  Oh Josh, it's so not fair that...

Well today I am starting out better than yesterday.  Thank you all for your support.  I wanted to share with you 3 things I have been working on.  It amazes me that they are coming to an end on...

Just a quick note.  John and I just came from looking at the portrait for our mantel.  It is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.  I know Josh is proud of it.  It will be at home next...

Green Monday.  I am smiling because (1) I had 16 wonderful years with my son Josh.  I would not trade them for anything. (2) I have a terrific husband whom I love very much.  (3) I am thankful...

I know it is not Monday yet, But I am smiling real big.  The Charleston trip for me was very healing.  It made me realize that I am not alone in this world feeling all of this pain.  Because, I...

Charleston is almost here.  I am so excited.  All of us together plus the three daddy's.  WOW!!  Plus all of our kids and the kids of the mom's that can't be with us.  DOUBLE WOW!!!  There is...

I know today is supposed to be green smiley day, but the only thing I have to smile about this morning is the Charleston trip this weekend.  I really need it.  Today is 9 months for John and I. ...

It is amazing one part of the day I can be doing fine.  The next minute it is like a ton of bricks as hit me.  But, I do it to myself.  A little while ago, John Lennon's Imagne came on the...

Today is hump today and I am actually doing OK.  I have been busy which is helping me alot.  I having been taking a strength and tone class at the gym two nights a week.  Believe me when I say...

Today is a smiley day.  It's early though.  Two good things.  First of all Josh's article was beautiful in Sunday's paper.  I know he  is very proud of it and his daddy and I.  Second, my...