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 I know today is not Monday, but I had to put on a green smiley face.  I love you my Joshie Pooh and Sunday all of Wayne County will know just how much.  The interview John and I did last Saturday...

Well, I have not written for a couple of days.  I just have not had the energy.  Last week was terrible.  This week has been pure hell.  School started on Monday.  Josh should have been starting...

Eight months for John and I today.  Eight months of hell.  Eight months of not knowing how to go on with life with Josh.  Eight months of the worst lonely feeling I have ever had.  I love you my...

Check this out for my Joshie.http://myspace.com/josh4everinourheartsLove, Rhonda

I made it back from the hills.  My family and I had a good time but I cried alot.  What is vacation without Josh?  Leaving home was hard.  Coming home was even harder.  It was like something was...

Well, my family leaves tomorrow for the hills.  We are going to the mountains for a week.  Our first vacation without Josh.  On one hand I am excited because I need the change, but on the other I...

I am wearing a green smiley today even though my heart is aching.  Saturday was excellent.  John, myself and Josh's friends and family made Josh proud of us.  The road clean up was great.  We had...

Good morning to all of my friends.  It is 5:46 am on Saturday morning here in North Carolina.  Today is the day.  All of Josh's friends and family will be here to celebrate his life.  I have been...

It is to hard to write a journal this morning.  Today has been 7 months since me and John lost our beautiful son.  I got up and have cried all morning.  Made it to work and have cried.  My best...

I just do not know if I can survive another holiday without Josh.  My anniversary trip to the beach was good.  Good Rhonda & John time.  Well we left again Tuesday night and came by late yesterday...

Dear Josh,  Honey today your daddy and I celebrate our 20th wedding anniversary.  I don't know how to celebrate it without you.  You know today also is the one year anniversary for your Pa Buck's...

Today is Monday and I changed my smiley face.  I guess I can say I am happy for the 16 years that I had Josh in my life.  Yesterday was hard, but I made it through it.  I have a TCF meeting...

Six months ago today Josh was just getting up out of the bed.  It's 8:54 here in North Carolina.  Six months ago was going to go pick up Logan and go to church @ 10:00.  Six months @ 10:30 Josh...

My happy thing today is I spent lunch with my husband whom I love very much.  We talked about our 20th anniversary next week.  We will be leaving next Friday and going to the beach for the week. ...

Dear Josh,  I believe I had a sign from you this morning coming to work.  I was thinking about you this morning and almost to crying.  I was stopped by a train just sitting there and looked up and...