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I don't know how to start this journal.  Just that my heart is broken.  Monday will be 12 years and doesn't get any better.  You would think it would be it don't.  I have been angry and pissed...

Good Morning and Happy New Year Dear Sisters,As you all know Christmas Eve was Josh's angel date making it 10 years.  I type it and its still hard to believe I have survived.  10 Long Years but...

Good Morning Dear Sisters,  Well it is that time of the year again.  Josh's birthday on the 6th and 10 year angel date on Christmas Eve.  Since Josh's accident I have always hated this time of the...

Sisters, I am coming to you today asking for prayers for my brother Brian. He has had a stroke and some bleeding on the brain.  His blood pressure Was 208/115.  They have gotten it down. Doctors...

Sitting here at my desk supposed to be working but my mind just can't get it together this morning. Update on John. He stayed in North Carolina about 45 minutes from home. He has been home every...

Just a quick response since I am supposed to be working. John will be leaving tonight or tomorrow heading to Washington DC for the snow storm. Please keep him in your prayers for a safe return home.

Hello Dear friends. Well here it is on Saturday night and I am lying in bed at 8:30. John and I are in the process of remodeling and Oh my. Our remodeling has been a work in process. It started in...

Good Morning Dear Sisters,Another year has passed without Joshua.  Nine years have come and gone.  Before I know it 10 years will be gone.  I want to thank each of you here and the FMO on FB for...

Happy Friday everyone.  Boy am I glad it's Friday.  Thanks for all the prayers for daddy. He only had to have one stint. He had to stay over one night and was out of the hospital by 11:00 on...

Hello everyone.  I am cooking John a good dinner tonight and thought about checking in with you.  As I am turning over my fried pork chops my mind goes back.  To a time when my mama would come...

Good morning to my sisters. I don't know where to start this morning. I have been up since 5:30. My mind will not let me rest.  I started going down hill on October First. I got up fine. Got ready...

Hello to all of you that I hold so special and dear to my heart. My family and I need all the prayers we can get right now.  On Friday at 11:30 my mama took her last breathe. My mama is now with...

I will be so glad when Christmas is over.  I know I shouldn't  feel that way but I do.  Christmas Eve will be eight years. Eight years I can't believe I have made it eight years without Josh. Yes...

First of all I want to thank you all for the hugs on Josh's birthday.  They do mean the world to me.  I love you all.  Josh's birthday week started on the 4th.  We had a road cleanup and had...

i need to be here tonight. Now that I am I don't know what say. My heart has really been heavy this week missing Josh so much. Almost eight years and you would think the emptiness would go away but...