Good Morning Josh, I just had to tell you this morning that you are my heart and soul and will be until I see you again. Just two more days before your birthday. Oh Josh, it's so not fair that you are not here with us to help us celebrate. I just glanced at your class ring on my finger, thinking it should be on yours or Logans. I know you would have given it to her even though I said you couldn't. She is coming to your birthday lunch Saturday. So is Jordan and his family. I talked to his mama this morning. She said she thinks about you everyday. You were like a son to her. You leaving has not only affected me and your daddy but everybody that knows and loves you. I wished I could take all of their pain away, but I can't. We are eating lunch at your favorite Mexican restaurant. I ordered a cake for you. Josh, do you know how hard that was? I am planning on putting balloons up at the scene and where you lay so everyone will know that on October 6th, 1990 your daddy and I were blessed to have you. After the party your daddy and I are leaving for a short trip to Tennessee for his family reunion. I know you are thinking "More of My Redneck Family." I always told you 90% of your family were rednecks. Your aunt Wanda wants to go so we will be with the family and not by ourselves. I don't think your daddy really wants to go, but you know how he is when it comes to his sister. I love you Joshie Pooh, Mama
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My thoughts are with you. I am sorry for your pain. I wish I could take it away. I know how hard BD can be. Josh will be smiling, he will be with you. HUGS love lucille
I\'m with you in spirit. May your pain ease and may God bless you with peace. Have a great birthday Josh and have cake for me. Love and hugs Cathy
My thoughts and prayers and hugs are with you and John-I know how unfair it feels-we love you, Sandy