I am tried right now and ready for bed. Today we had the clean up day for Josh. I have been up since 4:00 am and wore out. But I am glad to say we had 59 of Josh's Friends and family here. I am so happy to know that he was loved by so many. But on the other hand so damn angry that he is not here. I just don't understand and maybe it is not meant for me to understand. Good night my dear friends. Good night to you too Joshie Pooh!!
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huge hugs. love and light .
Sleep Tight, Don\'t let the bedbugs bit! Glad you had such a wonderful showing of love from all Josh\'s friends and family! Hugs, Vera~Erick\'s mom
UR A GREAT MOM!!!..HOPE U GET SOME REST...UR SON IS VERY PROUD OF U:)
LOVE YA
{{{PEACE JOSH}}}
What an outstanding young man you raised to have such an outpouring of support. You are right, it is so hard to understand. For now we just do our very best to accept that which we cannot change. Very tough indeed. Thinking of you. Love Robin
What a wonderful thing you did to honor Josh! Great photos, too. Hope you had a peaceful nights sleep, dear. *Hug* Adrianne
It is so upsetting the fact we are left without our children. Why did God take them at such a young age? I still cant believe I have to live the rest of my life without Martin. Makes me sick whenever I really think about the fact it has been 2 years since I had him here. I hate it too. On his first anniversary of his death we had over 100 of his friends at a memorial. I just sat there and thought oh my God he is gone that is why we are here? Some days I can\'t even think about it because I miss him so much it hurts. Hugs to you
A great thing you did and a wonderful turn out of friends and family to support you and honor Josh. I\'m sorry things are so hard. I care.
Hugs,
Teri and Kala
I dont get it either, we never will, and if someone does please, please let me know Why! Why our child. I love all of you so much because I know Im not crazy for thinging just like all of you.