I know it is not Monday yet, But I am smiling real big.  The Charleston trip for me was very healing.  It made me realize that I am not alone in this world feeling all of this pain.  Because, I have all of my sisters here at DS.  I want each one of you to know how much you mean to me and all the support you have given me.  I know we that we all hurt but together we will make it.  I know somedays will be worse than others but I have you guys I can come to.  I especially wanted to thank the Charleston moms for letting John attend.  It was a great trip for him too.  We actually talked alot about Josh on the way home and John's feeling.  Thank you again.  I just to know what to say.  I am feeling so much love for all of you I could bust.  This weekend was great.  I hope and pray all mothers can join us next time.  Well it is 10:39 I am exhausted and ready for bed.  I love you all.  Sleep tight.  Josh, I love you and miss you more than ever.  I met some of your new friends moms this weekend and loved each one of them.  It has a great trip, Josh.  I know you were there with us with everyone's kids.  I love you my baby.  Love, Mama