Charleston is almost here. I am so excited. All of us together plus the three daddy's. WOW!! Plus all of our kids and the kids of the mom's that can't be with us. DOUBLE WOW!!! There is two things about John I wanted you guys to know. (1) He is a very quite person and when he is in a crowd he is like a little lost boy. So, Theresa and Sandy do you think your guys can get him to open up a little. (2) The man needs a haircut. When you guys see him don't think he has always looked like this. John has not had a haircut since Thanksgiving of last year. It is white as snow. I do believe that it has something to do with Josh's death. Josh wanted to let his get as long as I would let it. Josh would sit in the haircutters hair and hold his bangs so Tony would not cut them. Josh had beautiful hair. He got his color and thickness from me. Tony did a great job on his hair for the services and I thank him so much for that. Josh would had a fit if anyone else touched his hair. Tony was the only one that ever cut his hair. So, I think John is just going through something with his hair and Josh. A months back I asked him was ever going to get it cut. His response was in 8 months. 8 months will be December. A year for us without Josh. I love you all and thank you so much for all the support you have given me. It helps so much to talk to people that know exactly how I feel. Dear Josh, I love you and miss you so much. I have two more days before your daddy and I leave for Charleston to meet your new friends parents. I believe with all of my heart that you and all the other children will be there with us. Toni Fry and I worked on your photo album last night. We only did a small one. It holds about 24 pictures. Josh, she misses you so. It felt good going through all the pictures with her thinking about the old days. Today is Granny's 91st birthday. Send her some kind of sign today Josh. You know she is so ready to go home and be with you. I have contacted your closest buddies for your birthday next Saturday. I could not let the day just pass. I want all of them to tell me their memories of you, my speical boy. Well I guess I better get to work. I love you so much and wished you were here. Love you forever, Mama
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Have a safe trip and a nice time. I will be thinking of you all. HUGS love lucille
Can\'t wait to see you soon!!! Lots of love, Karen
Have a great time and tell John I too have white hair it\'s a John thing my son was John. love and hugs Cathy