Well today is Halloween. Josh should have been here to hang out with Logan and his friends. But he is not. Why does crap like this happen? I just don't understand. Last Halloween he was here. Why not this one? He went to Logan's church for a carnvial that night. He brought in a bag of full candy and different things. He had to hide it from John. John would always eat Josh's snacks so he started hiding things in his room. GOD I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I have tried again to talk to John still no response. I am down thinking about all of us mothers here suffering without our children. Knowing there are going to be more to join our club. A club none of us want to be a member. You guys have probably see on the news about the fire here in North Carolina that killed 7 young college kids. I live about 1 1/2 from Ocean Isle where it happened. I have been thinking about their parents. What hell they are going through. Take care of yourselves, Love, RhondaI love you my Joshie Boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Rhonda, we heard about it here in CA and yes my heart goes out to those parents who are just beginning this incredibly terrible journey. But on the radio this morning there was a man who said \" She did not die instead it was her new birthday.\" He also that are earthly presence is nothing compared to our spiritual. I hope this helps alittle. It did me. Lots of hugs, jake\'s mom, kathy
I have thought about those parents since I heard the news-and yes, this Halloween sucks just like last one-I have too many memories running around in my head. Ed and I have both decided we feel like we\'re 90 years old anymore-just running out of steam and the will to keep on fighting-it is just so hard-know you understand, love you, Sandy
I thought the same thing. How last year Heather was here, and all the things we did last year. And how different it was to go trick or treating with Tyler and without Heather there. I felt as though I were walking through a tunnel the whole time. I am so sorry. I also thought last night about how all these new mom\'s join everyday that have lost their children, and it just breaks my heart. I wish I had an answer for why things like this happen. None of us deserve nor did our children.
I been thinking about those parents since I heard on the news. Somehow we should be able to let people know of this site, which is such a help. I know how you feel about trying to talk to the partner, I still can\'t get Bill to talk period, and when I cry he just looks at me like I was nuts. Hoping you\'re having a better day. Love and hugs Cathy
We survived another painful holiday without our babies, I am sorry for all of us and the suffering we will always go through. this next month is going to be the hardest for me because it was ashley\'s last month on earth. well just know you are loved by all of us. love alissa
yes made it thru another milestone,last yr Ashley didnt go with us tick or treating she and her sister had practice,she was so mad,this does really stink..11 days when she left..sucks...I seen that news and my heart goes outto them knowing the journey they must now take...HUGS and some hope to get us thru...
Love Kim
Ashleys mom