Krissanta
Status: Pictures say so much. Bring so much back to the front of the mind. DETAILS SUCK!
Mood:
Ok
Offline
-
I wanted so desperately to find some one to talk to, I called the local crime victims council. I was hoping that they would be starting a support group in the next couple weeks. They are not. She...
-
Buttons, buttons, buttons. Why was I so obsessed with those buttons. I mean, they were mine. not his. I wanted them, but were they really so important to me that I needed to have every last one in my...
-
In about 12 hours I will have my therapy appointment for this week. Last week was so intense. We talked so much about the hospital. I have other things I WANT to talk about today. I have written...
-
I have this desire to write about what happened to me when I was a teen. I feel like spilling it out. Or maybe writing about it would get me passed that point in my memory where everything is black....
-
I made it through my appointment with my psychiatrist. She did not over react when I told her everything that has been going on. She said that it seemed I have been going through a rough time and...
-
I can't sleep. I see my psychiatrist in a few hours and I am afraid. My hope is that I tell her about all I have been feeling and we just try a new medication. Not that I want to be on another med...
-
I have waited the weekend to write again, hoping that I would feel different about everything. I had a disappointing conversation with the man I thought I loved the most in this world.It took...
-
My mind won't stop. I can hear my thoughts racing and it is driving me crazy. I even tried listening to headphones to see if I could drown the sound out. It didn't work.I keep thinking about what my...
-
I slept all afternoon and I feel like I could sleep some more. It seems wrong to want to sleep so much, but I keep telling myself that my doctor told me to rest. My body needs to sleep to get better....
-
It was a very scary therapy session. I think I cried hysterically like the whole time. I just wanted to tell her about the depths of pain and hell I have been feeling. I wanted to be truthful, but I...
-
Five minutes to go before I must leave for therapy. My reminder alarm keeps ringing. I feel this panic attack rising inside me. I am so nervous. I want to take a stuffed animal with me to hold....
-
Well, I had my post op appointment today. The doctor told me he figured I would still be in pain. He thought the surgery might make me feel worse, which it has, instead of better, but we didn't know...
-
I am so tired today. All I have done is sleep. I feel weak and tired. I just forced myself to get out of bed and I am trying to talk my self into a shower. I have not been able to shower since the...
-
I feel so selfish. Ever since I came home from the hospital last week, all I've wanted was to go back. This pain is just overwhelming. It's making me so tired. I feel doubled over from pain in my...
-
I think it has been a week since I was last able to write. I feel a little shaky now, but I wanted to let my new friends know I am alive and I am NOT ignoring you.In my last entry I described the...
dd