Krissanta
Status: Pictures say so much. Bring so much back to the front of the mind. DETAILS SUCK!
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Bad pain. Keeps waking me up. I am having to take the stronger pain medicine which I had hoped never to take again. I guess I am calling the pain manager in the morning. I had high hopes for...
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Oh no, the pain is back. It is the middle of the night, I have taken my medicine and it is getting nothing but worse. I mean I understand this is a disease that follows cycles so that you have time...
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Yeah,I had a feeling. I went to see my gyn and asked him right out what to do if I am having one of the emergency episodes and he told me that I should call the other doctor. That we should be trying...
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I don't know why doctor appointments make me so nervous. Is it because so many of them have gone so bad? Is it because I know some one is going to touch me and I don't want to be touched? Is it just...
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Just another up all night at the Kristen Cafe. This is the third night. This is just pathetic. I called my psychiatrist today to see if this a manic episode and I should be worried or if there is...
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I am just not even going to pretend that I am going to sleep tonight. I am really getting tired of this. It has been two nights now that I have not been able to sleep because of pain and anxiety. I...
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I so cannot sleep. I went in for a procedure which I guess it is better to be at home and then have to go back for something then to have to had stayed longer. I mean it was just getting pathetic.The...
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I just wanted to send out a quick hello to let everyone know that I am back from the hospital. It was horrible and if I can get back on the computer in a bit, I will write more. Love to all my little...
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Today has been a bad day. A painful day.I saw my gyn for an exam and he tried some trigger points to see if he could pin point my pain better. If he could see what made it better or worse. It was...
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Oh, good news. My therapist just called and said she had a cancellation. I had missed my appointment with her yesterday because of confusion. Before I went into the hospital she had to change our...
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Damn it I am manic. I can't sleep. Never ate today. Shit it is cold in the house. The cat is looking at me like I just got comfortable on you. I tried to lie down under the down comforter. Sleeping...
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Well, I am all dressed and ready and scared as hell. one part of me says this guys really cares about me and would not abandon me, but there is another part of me that is afraid he just feels he...
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It is getting late and I am getting tired, but I am not sleepy and I feel ever so anxious. I am afraid. I am alone, no I mean really alone, unless you count my two cats. I don't think they count me.I...
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I really can't sleep. I don't know if it is being alone or what, but I just really can't sleep.Mu husband called to tell me he landed and I tried to talk to him but he just brushed me off. He doesn't...
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My husband has left me for a week. He went on his business trip despite the fact that I have just been in the hospital for a week and still very dependent on pain meds.He also took my car. He was...
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