Krissanta
Status: Pictures say so much. Bring so much back to the front of the mind. DETAILS SUCK!
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Again I have been away from my computer for a long time. At Thanksgiving we went to see our family in Massachusetts for a week. Since I have been back, I have really not been feeling well. I have...
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I don't know what is wrong with me. I feel like all I can do is rest or sleep. I feel like I wasted so much time in the past couple weeks. I have this pain. I always have pelvic pain that can be...
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So I have been writing a lot these past few days. I have been trying to keep the encouraging words of other people in mind and keep from judging myself before there is even anything there to truly...
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I have this fear that I am going to write a really long entry and it will be gone when I post it. I haven't been on much because I have been feeling really awful. My last two visits to the doctor...
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just a test
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I was in the hospital all last week. So far, this summer is not very good. I am really not feeling well and going onto the computer has not been a priority. I'm sorry. When things are bad...
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I don't know what is wrong with me. I really must be crazy. Let me tell you why. There is somebody that was very close to me in high school when all this disturbing crap happened. And now he is just...
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I can't believe it has been a month since I have last wrote. Something inside me has kept me from everythng. There is just this lurking black cloud. And I don't want to share it, spread it. I am just...
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April is a bad bad time for me. I am trying to stuff it all back inside and just be me, but it keeps leaking out. I am afraid to share because I feel like it is too much and I don't want it so why...
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I cannot believe that I have just spent over and hour writing an entry and when I went to save it to my journal, it just disappeared. Well, I am not going to rewrite it right now. UGH!
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April is a bad bad time for me. I am trying to stuff it all back inside and just be me, but it keeps leaking out. I am afraid to share because I feel like it is too much and I don't want it so why...
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I cannot believe that I have just spent over and hour writing an entry and when I went to save it to my journal, it just disappeared. Well, I am not going to rewrite it right now. UGH!
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I am really frustrated with my doctor. I went to her because I am having a terrible time with anxiety. I mean really bad. I was sleeping very poorly. (Last night I finally slept a full night.) So I...
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I just had this nightmare that some one I really trust assaulted me. I am really really upset. I can't fall back to sleep because everytime I close my eyes I see his face. The way he looked at me in...
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I have some stuff to talk about, but I am not going to address it right now. I do have a question floating around my brain. It is a dilema. Something I am thinking about and I just don't know who to...
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