Krissanta
Status: Pictures say so much. Bring so much back to the front of the mind. DETAILS SUCK!
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OK, so I broke down and called Crime Victim's Council. I just couldn't find anyone to talk to, so I just called them. I mean that is what they are there for. They provide counseling, group therapy...
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I am getting so tired and it is only early afternoon. Ever since I had that procedure done yesterday and started taking that medication a couple weeks ago, I have been really tired.The procedure went...
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Going for my nerve block this morning. I'll be under general anesthesia. I'll probably be sleepy most of today. See you later.
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FLASHBACKS!Physical pain. You know, I am just going to take that pain medicine and take a nap. Maybe the flashbacks will stop. Hopefully nightmares won't start.Nighty-night.
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I got red streaks. They didn't have purple at the place I always go.I found out that it is prom night for one of the local high schools. This is a HUGE trigger for me. All those girls there getting...
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I had upgraded my face in my "I'm feeling" box I think one day I was even green, but today I feel so depressed and I am not sure why. I mean I am in a lot of pain, but what is new about that? I feel...
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damn it I crashed my computer in the bedroom again. You know the big one that is supposed to be the good one. Every time I try to do something on myspace, it goes Kuputz. Now I am on the laptop,...
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Well, yesterday was my last session with my therapist before she went on he two week vacation. I'm kind of freaking out here. I don't know I think I am just used to the idea of having her there. Just...
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Ok,This day has been up and down. I had a nice time with my husband at dinner. We went out to a local Scottish restaurant.But I have had to take all three of my regular strength pain pills today and...
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I forgot to write about my Neurologist appointment Monday. He is not the most friendly doctor I go to, but once things start going he warms up to you. And of course this makes me nervous and I sit...
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Ok, this entry is a request for opinion on something I want to do that I think would be totally fun and I just want to do it so bad, but I want to know what some people think.I want to get purple...
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So I just got back from seeing my psychiatrist and it was kind of a weird session. I told her I did not want to increase the Lamictal because I already felt really good and not depressed at all.The...
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I had a dream, nightmare? last night. I don't remember it, but I remember waking up feeling really really scared and saying, "NO NO NO." Oh, and there were some scratches on my arm. I think when I...
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Today I really hurt a friend who was already really hurting. I am the worst friend. I have never really had any because whenever the going gets tough my friends get going.I feel like such a jerk...
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It has been a few days and I have been thinking about what I want to share and what I need to pack back in the box and just try to forget about.I feel I am losing a friend and I don't have too many...
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