jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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I feel pretty good right now. Bob just came by to pick up the money I was hanging onto for him. A hundred and twenty bucks. It's been here about three days. I've only had some change in my pocket,...
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Had a really good day yesterday. Worked with Bob painting this apartment, and really enjoyed myself. After he dropped me off at home, I didn't even have any thoughts about asking for money. I know...
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Had a little fun last night with my web cam. Learned I'm a bit of an exebisionist. Oh well, had some fun anyway. It was something I never did, and won't do too often, and it was with someone I...
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This recovery is pretty busy stuff for me now. Really getting into it this time. I know what I want, and I am willing to go for it. i know it won't drop from the sky, and like they say, "How long...
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I hate going through sales pitches. Went down to Everest College today to see about the addictions program. ended up going through all this stuff, and they make it sound like you'll be starting...
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Haven't been too busy lately, but have been doing things. Just been cold out, and i'm in money watching mode. Waiting for work to start on the 15th, so that will be good. Got my room painted...
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Boy, just read up on a few things and came across so much ranting and raving, and martydom. all it mostly was was I, I, I, I, I. Geeze. Glad i'm not in that head space. It's almost comical, sad to...
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Shit, today I missed my nap now. went to the noon meeting today, and that was good. Bob came by after and wanted me to go and paint this place. We ended up in the basement of this dump sorting and...
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Just a lazy day today. Had a snooze with the cats after the meeting. Cleaned up my place. I feel so good when it's clean. Not always so easy keeping up with that, but much easier than when I was...
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Went for my last probation reporting today. I'm glad that's about over. The end is actually the twety eighth of Feb, but that's my last reporting. It was good ending it on a good note too. I'm...
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Feeling pretty good today. Had a good sleep. woke up about 9, did my studies and finished them. that's good. Bob called and said he wanted me to work. He just wants me to sit around for him. I...
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Just got back from the C.A. meeting. For the past while the meetings have only been about three or four people, and it's gotten to a point that they may stop meetings, but tonight there were about...
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Had a pretty good sleep last night. still bugged about my sponsor tho. I feel pissed off about things he said, and don't feel they were right, but like I always say, it's not always about whats...
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I just got off the phone with my sponsor, and i'm not all sure about him. I told him about my relaps and things. some things he said were alright, but some I'm not all that sure about. Kinda...
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Had a pretty good day today. I did go to detox last night, and stayed, but had a problem with my medication. I forgot that I put my Seraquil in another bottle, and then they told me they couldn't...
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