jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
Mood:
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What a day today has been. Woke up pretty good this morning. Clock didn't go off, but I still woke up at eight o"clock like I wanted so I could get ready for church. Church was really good...
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Oh my! I came back from going to the market, Tim had football on as usual. I set up my stereo and put on my worship music and right away tears started. Oh, how I've missed God so much. I could...
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Wow! I think I had one of the best sleeps last night that I can remember in a long time. I went to bed about 11:30 and woke up around 10:30. I never sleep like that. Usually I can't sleep past 8....
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I felt really good tonight. After work I got my hair cut, and tonight i washed up before I went to a meeting. I feel so good when i'm nice and clean, and looking good. I got some hugs tonight too...
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Well, things have been going alright. I have all my bills paid, and actually I'm paying an extra two hundred on my rent for next month so I'll be ahead. I talked to Tim recently about things,...
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Today was so easy at work. I got there and the chef already had everything done except the muffins. I don't know what time he got there, but it must have been early. The rest of the day I spent...
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Well, today has been better. My mind, body, and emotions are still going through changes. I went to the library yesterday and got some books on addictions. One is really good right now. It...
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Been having the worst days of my life. Tomorow I will get more into it, but the time for real change has to be now. No fucking around. Almost took a chance on losing my two cats, and it scared the...
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Feeling so tired at times. I'm alright as long as I'm moving around and ding work, but when I'm at home at the computer I seem to pass out at times. Never really want to go to bed until I just...
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Feeling like my old self again. I worked with Bob today. I was painting some apartments for Bob, and I enjoyed it. Bob was downstairs doing things, so he didn't bug me. At first when I got there...
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God, last night was horible. Felt like I had restless leg syndrome. Felt like my legs were just crawling all over. Kept flipping all over the bed. Even Jet got a bit pissed off with me. She likes...
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I feel like shit. Everything is hurting now. I done good today tho. I forced myself to eat. Didn't throw up, but I did gag a few times during the day. Head just hurts a lot. Feels like it's full of...
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Alright, been up awhile now just thinking about everything. Today is the day that all this shit with the pain killers stops. I've been looking on line about others quiting. How they did it, what...
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Feeling pretty down. Just about ready to give up everything. Just so tired of trying, and not having anyone in my life. All the friends I thought I had, both here, and where I live just aren't...
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Today was a pretty good day. I was disapointed tho going to the clinic. It wasn't to see the Dr, it was to see a counselor instead. Yes, I was judgemental about her. She was very young, looked...
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