jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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I feel so much better now. I know I'm leaving Jimmy and Jet in very good hands, I came home last night, and all the guys were out front drinking and talking. That doesn't bother me any, because I...
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Well, the time is getting near. Still have mixed feelings about going, but I know I won't ever know what can come about if I don't go. I find it hard to beleive that I really will stop drinking,...
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Finally feeling some calmness comming about. My mind has just been so overloaded with things to do that it's hard to relaxe or anything. I seem to always be going around thinking I have to call...
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Tonight I feel so good. Had a little frustrating day painting, but got to call a friend thats been on my mind for awhile. Yahoo! I like that. Feeling good about treatment too. Really want to get...
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Getting pretty nervous now about going away. i do know it's the best, and right thing for me tho. During the past few days i was drinking, and of course it always gets out of hand. I started...
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Feeling a little worn out the past couple of days. Went to Halton House on Friday. Everything went well. Just need to get my probation orders sent there. So I most likely will be going pretty...
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Getting so nervous lately with going to treatment. keep thinking I should have picked a shorter one. I know all this worrying is useless, but I can't help it. Work I find is pretty stressfull....
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Been so busy and worn out lately, and it's hard to concentrate at times. Yesterday I didn't even know what day it was. Seems like I have a million things on my mind. The cats are helping me keep...
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So another weekend. The Octoberfest celebration is going on here, so I can hear the music from my place. Sounds like jazz. Finished the pain meds, and goodbye to them. I don't feel much pain...
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Been having a very nice night just relaxing with my kitties. Finished work pretty early today for a change. It's been very nice just sitting here and puttering around. So nice to watch Jimmy and...
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Had a really good day today. Yesterday everybody loved the work I did in the basement. It really looks beutiful. I feel very proud. I love when people see what i can do. Even Paul really...
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Still so busy with work. That's a good thing for me. I feel a little bad for Paul tho, because he is getting behind in things. I'm not taking on that tho. All I can do is do my best, and I am. The...
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Frigging busy already. Boy, I don't like starting the day rushing, but have not much choice. I might not even get this finished. I made a dentist appointment for Thursday. Have to get a tooth...
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Been a few days I've been on here. Sorry to those that were wondering what was happening. I just needed to slow down a bit, and some time to get things straight. I found I was just doing way too...
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Such a scatter brain today. My apointment with welfare isn't today. It's tomorow. Went all the way there for nothing. Oh well. Phoned Halton house today and I think I got my missed call taken care...
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