jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Feeling much better today. Had a really good sleep last night. Went to bed with good thoughts on my mind. Just finishing my last cigarette, and already I'm wanting another, but I said I would...
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Feeling pretty tired today, but a little better now after speaking with Bob. We had an argument the other day, and it was playing on my head, especially at night when I try to sleep. I haven't...
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Boy, I thought I was prepared for the Christmas holidays, but it got to me. Just found myself with far too much time on my hands. Everybody seemed to have places, or people to see. I know I'm not...
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Feeling pretty tired now. Got the painting out of the road. Thank God. Not always good being in the same place too much alone. Me I get worrying way too much. I really try to do a good job, but...
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Pretty good day so far. Getting worried about these bills. Bob said whatever I needed he would look after it. I have a lot of work to do. Have to get that apartment finished. Thats bugging me....
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What a frustrating day. Couldn't get a hold of Bob untill just now. Wants me to paint the apartment downstairs, but doesn't get me what I need to work with. Then I got a bill from Bell Canada....
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Holy! Been a pretty busy day so far, but I'm getting things done. Got this morning, ad noticed the fridge needed cleaning out. I had a lot of leftovers that needed something done with, so I made...
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Boy, felt really out of sorts this morning. All this time on my hands can be a little hard for me. Most of my life I have always been in overdrive, and now i don't have really much to do, except...
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Woke up feeling a little out of sorts. Had some weird dreams or some thing, about police, Karl, and drugs or something. Don't remember much, but I know it bothered me enough that I decided to get...
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wow! Tonight I feel so good, and at peace with everything. God is really revealing a lot to me in the past few days. Not even sure at times on how to put it in words, but there is a real...
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Boy, it's only two in the afternoon, but I feel I've been pretty busy already. Went to probation, then the noon meeting, and then to Oasis for some lunch. It snowed a lot last night too, but I kind...
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Had a pretty good day today. Feel like I'm getting on track again. Getting out of treatment was starting out pretty rough, but I think things are starting to go the way God wants. I asked him for...
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Well, I'm back again. Learned a lot, but back here not much changed. Got here and my landlord had someone living here. Got into a thing with the guy about leaving. Not sure what that was all...
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Oh boy. Things are constantly happening. Got home last night and the phone was shut off. Wanted to call some people to say goodbye, but can't. Bought the cat food and stuff, but forgot the hard...
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Boy, I'm so tired. Paul is trying to get all he can out of me before I go, but I'm not getting some things done that I need too. He's going to have to take care of some things. I want to see...
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