jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
Mood:
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Things are going good. Paul and Bob are helping me out with lots of work. I really love painting. It's getting me back in good shape too. All my muscles are strong again. I have my weight back....
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Feeling not bad today. Got some more sleep, and my mind seems to be calming down. Still no word about the money from Dillon, but I'm just trusting what he told me. Still think Sheldon is nothing...
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Whew! I finally got some sleep last night. It was off and on, but at least it was sleep. I still feel very tired this morning. Been working so hard on this house we are renovating. So glad this...
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Starting to see some lite in all this mess. I was talking to Paul about everything when he picked me up for work. He said he'll go with me to welfare tomorow so I can try to hang onto things while...
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Well, no sleep last night, and now I'm pissed off with Sheldon. He is one big fuck up. Aparently he thought I gave the money to him for a ticket to Halifax when I get out of treatment, and he took...
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Three in the morning, and can't sleep again. Been three days since I stopped taking the Seraquil. It's not really too bad tho. I couldn't sleep last night either until around five in the morning....
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Well, some big changes are in the works. Sheldon left today for Halifax. He got a house from welfare for Stephan and him. left my place still in a mess, but what can you do? I can't stand in the...
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Woke up in a bad mood today. Had a headach and then Sheldon's kid starts with his whining and screaming. I try to keep quiet most times, because Sheldon just doesn't seem to get things when I try...
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Not feeling too good today. I worked alright, but tired. The pharmacy called me about the last prescription I had filled for the Seraquil. I had it filled because I was still covered under the...
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This @%&*$#@@#$#@^&%*$%# Computer. I wrote my journal 2 times and lost it. Mother @#$$#$%%#$@%&^$%#. Damned peice of shit. Anyway. Off to a good day working. Didn't sleep much. Frigging Seraquil,...
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Just got off the phone with my brother in law. It was a little hard talking to him, but I told him I had no problem with him having custody off the kids. The only reason I'm doing it is that I...
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Well, home from work early because it's Friday. having a lot of thoughts about my wife all day. Pretty sad about it, but nothing I can do. It's just life. That's the way it is. So many things...
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Had a restless sleep last night. I was thinking about my wife all night, and my kids. Not sure about what to do. Don't know if I can handle seeing them if given the chance. I know for sure that I...
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Just got some bad news. My probation officer called me to tell me that my wife died, and my brother in law wants me to call so he can have custody of my kids. Shit. I don't know what to think rigt...
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Work went well till about 2pm and then it started to rain. I was working by myself today. That was alright. I enjoyed the peice and quiet. Never heard from Cathy, so I guess thats it. Must have...
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