jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Today is going better so far. I went to the noon meeting and seen Gary like I planned. I've seen him often over the time I've been in Kitchener. He's an older guy that's retired, and has a lot of...
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Well, yesterday didn't go as planned. I went and seen Dillon, then went to the meeting, but didn't stay. I told Gary that i wanted to see him. I talked a little with him. Then I went to the gym....
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Well, I'm getting back on track. Man, I was thinking all day that I was going to get a six pack after work for sure. I didn't want to drink, but felt like there just wasn't any way to deal with...
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Today I feel like I'm just wandering. I finally told the chef off this morning. He needed it, and he's had it comming. Talking with the rest of the staff, I wasn't wrong about what I thought....
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Took a couple of days off of everything. Just started getting overwelmed with everything. It was like all of a sudden I was overtaken by a huge disatisfaction of where I am in life. Everything...
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Tonight was very interesting, and differant. I went out for my date, and it turned out well. I didn't really want to go, and thought about just not showing up, but my conscience wouldn't let me. I...
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Today is a lot better. I phoned my freind and told her what was going on. I started crying. The thing with Cathy just seemed to hurt a lot. I seem to be so sensitive about people that come into my...
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Wow! Today seems like a real bummer. Work went well, but I got home, and no message from Cathy. I really don't understand this part of women, or life. You get involved, try to be the best person...
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Well, today is a weird day. Just dealing with some things. Started off with the short order cook calling in sick, so I had to do his job today. It wasn't a bowl of chrries doing a job unexpectedly,...
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Well, today went better than I expected at work. I didn't get hardley any sleep last night because of not having my medication, but it wasn't that bad. I still felt pretty good, and wasn't...
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Today I feel tired, but very good. I couldn't sleep last night because I forgot my medication at Cathy's. I have to pick it up later today. I had a good talk tho with God, and he helped me to...
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I had a very good weekend. Went to the reservation by Caledonia. It wasn't what I imagined. I thought I would see log cabins or something like that, but it was just a regular place. Cathy borowed...
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Well, things are going well. The chef is still a little funny. Sometimes I notice him trying to be sneaky and keeping an eye on me and what I'm doing, but that's alright. I'm only doing my work,...
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Thank God that I found this new way of dealing with my thoughts and inner talk because I would really be in a mess. It's been a real blessing since learning of it, but it can still be ... I can't say...
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Boy, this winter seems to be rough all over. So many people going through all kinds of problems, not just me. It's really amazing the people I've met here on this site, and sharing our tough times...
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