jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Didn't sleep to well last night. It came off and on. My mind seems to really be working overtime. Just thinking far too much. So many things playing on me and worrying. Seems so silly tho. I know...
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Feeling a little scattered and frazeled today. Been really working like a nut, sweating my ass off trying to do the things Paul and Bob want, but it seems they want always too much. I know all I...
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Jimmy's got Jet running around now playing, wrestling and having fun. Jimmy is still very much a kitty, and he likes having fun. At first Jet didn't care for it and thought he was just a pest, but...
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Well, up for a bit with the cats. It's three in the morning and we all are wide awake. Started with me wanting a sandwich, then Jimmy wanted a snack to, and I couldn't eat without giving him...
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Getting hard to find time to do all the things I want. Busy with work all day till ten at night mostly, get up answer my messages on E-mail, mostly spam tho, do my journal as timed do my study...
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Yesterday was a good day. Started painting this other house that is beutifull. A nice big old one with charactor. I love these kind of houses. Such a huge backyard, with an above ground pool. I...
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Things seem to be going not bad. Could always be better, but it isn't bad. Been working a lot, and started doing a bible study that deals with addictions. Hopeing to find my freedom through it. I...
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Getting pretty frustrated. All weekend I spent mostly waiting for Bob to work, but he never showed up. Today I've been waiting since morning for Paul, and he hasn't shown up either. I didn't mind...
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Well, trying to stay away from drinking again. Still not feeling great because of the other nonsense I got into. Drinking always sooner or later leads me to something else. I'm still a bit mad at...
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Well, today is another day. Trying to get things back together. I had some time to look at what drinking did to me. Brought all those negative emotions back again. Took my focuse of doing the good...
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Last night I sqrewed up. Got drinking a few beers downstairs. Not many, but one thing leads to another. Got my G.S.T. cheque yesterday. I knew I was thinking about doing something stupid, so I...
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Things are going pretty good. Jet is living up to her name. She's a runner. Got out the other night and I had to chase her all over the street. Finally got her cormered on a porch and brought her...
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The end of another good day. Nice to come home to my two kitties, and be greeted nicely. I lioke this at the end of the day, when I'm tired from good hard work. Jet and Jimmy are getting along...
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Feeling good today. Pretty busy tho. Got a lot of things I'm trying to do. The new cat is aparently a singer. She started howling last night about one in the morning. Woke me up and wouldn't stop....
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Feeling pretty good today. Things are slowly getting back in order. I cleaned the livingroom yestetrday. Took me about an hour and a half. I still have some to do like the windows and things, but...
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