Thank God

  Boy, just read up on a few things and came across so much ranting and raving, and martydom. all it mostly was was I, I, I, I, I. Geeze. Glad i'm not in that head space. It's almost comical, sad to say. Talked to them the other day, and they were going to start new. Threw out the booze, but now their pissed of about that. Hell, if lifes really that miserable, perhaps they need a drink to cope. some people I find just want to complain. I know we all do at times, but hey, if you want something differant, get off your ass and do something differant. They seem to think that changes are going to fall from the sky. "I'll just sit here and wait for God to do something for me." Ain't gonna happen. God gives us what we need, but it's up to us to take the action. Oh well. Just pray for them I suppose. Just came from church just now, and that's what we were doing for an hour and a half. Very, very differant for me. Not something I've done for a few years. I liked it tho. came out feeling very good. i'm feeling good about this church. I'm about the only white guy there, but I don't feel uncomfortable about it. i think the paster is African or something. Has a very strong voice that I like. Very powerfull, confident, and strong in his beleif. I like that. The woman are very freindly to me too. I really feel good there. I had a lot of old bibles sitting around here, doing nothing. I took them to the church tonight and gave them to the pastor. Most of them were ones i got in jail. I have a lot of other ones that I like to use, but haven't opened them in awhile. I'm going to try and stick with this, along with my other things. It all goes together and helps in many ways. Thank you Lord.