jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
Mood:
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Today things seem a lot better. I'm feeling like, perhaps this cold and funky feeling is going away. I'm hoping. Had my book study with my sponsor, but I forgot my book. We just sat and shot...
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Yesterday ended very well, I think. I didn't get to a meeting, but it was alright. I do understand the importance of meetings, and I have no plans of slaking off. I just went with the guy I do...
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Boy, do I feel very anxious and just damned scared of everything. My mind won't stop and I just feel so tired and drained, but I'm not really doing anything. Not working, or exerting myself. I...
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Yesterday was a little interesting for me. I met my sponsor last night to go through the big book with me, and it's funny how things are making sense to me now, when before I didn't even seem to...
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I drank the other day and got into some small trouble that I have to go to court for now. Really stupid. Almost every time I drink I get into something. Really pisses me off. Oh well, just have to...
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Today is a beautiful day outside. Nice breaze, sunny. Great. I feel good too. Tomorrow I start work, and that's good. my mind keeps trying to think that perhaps staying on O.W, still might...
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Well, I got another job. A legit one now. So sqrew the disability. I can't just keep sitting around in a shelter while playing the government game of getting disability. I never did like...
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Well, things are seeming like a rollercoaster. Been going through some bad depression about everything. That experience on the last job really messed me up a bit. Got me thinking that I'm just no...
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Well, I`m kinda crawling back and feel very discouraged about everything. I don`t think I will ever be alright. Just don`t know anymore. I keep trying to get back on my feet, but I can`t seem to...
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Boy, I haven't been able to get to a computer in a few days. I've been working doing exterior painting. It was pretty hard work. I'm a bit sore all over. Fell off this stupid milk crate...
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Wow, I've been pretty busy yesterday and today. Mostly trying to get this place clean. I got another job offer, but I didn't want it after all. I didn't go to Labour Ready either. I thought...
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Wow!!! Been pretty busy today. I got up about 5am to go to Labour ready, but then I said sqrew it for today. i just have to many things that I need to take care of. And it still bugs me because I'm...
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Feeling alright today. Yesterday had a hard time, but started to learn from it. I went to Labour ready and they said I needed my social insurance number. I thought I had it, but I don't It was...
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Feeling good today. went to my methadone Dr today. Boy she talks a lot, but I'm going down another 3 mg to 14mg. Yahoo! Be off that shit soon. Thank God. This morning it was a bit of a nut...
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Today I feel very good. Nice and calm. I do keep waking up with a bit of a tight head or something, but that goes away as the day progresses. I find volunteering here at the club is going...
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