jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Having a rough time again. Ended up in the hospital yesterday. I had an infection that I let go too long again, and it got bad.. I had it around Wednesday of last week, but as usual I let it go,...
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So tired today. I was foolish last night and stayed up until 6am this morning. Went to bed, and got up about 5pm, so I'm not feeling the best. Mad at myself for doing that too. Just stayed up on...
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Today went well. Still feel a little awkward at work because of my sneakyness, and now that it's been exposed. Just something to do with me, but not a big deal. I guess i'm feeling the guilt and...
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Today went well. Still feel a little awkward at work because of my sneakyness, and now that it's been exposed. Just something to do with me, but not a big deal. I guess i'm feeling the guilt and...
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Today went well. Still feel a little awkward at work because of my sneakyness, and now that it's been exposed. Just something to do with me, but not a big deal. I guess i'm feeling the guilt and...
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I think I'm finally out of that depression i seemed to be going through. The jittery feeling, and anxiety that I felt getting back on the medication, seems to be gone. Thank God. Dillon't...
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Yuck. Feel very tired this morning. Stayed up way too late, but at least feel as tho I did it for good. This lady that I started coresponding with, the one that pissed me off a bit with her...
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Feel very good today. Almost like I'm getting better...ha. I'm even starting to smile again, and that does feel good. I think the weather has really helped. It's been so beutiful outside the past...
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Woke up a bit early today so I thought I would write a little. That seems to help me a lot. When i stop writting seems to be when I'm heading in the wrong direction. Still seems like I'm...
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Today went alright at work. things seem to be calming down some, at least the way I feel inside. i went to a C.A. meeting tonight. Heard a lot of nonsense, but the real reason I went was to be...
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Feeling a bit better tonight. Just got back from church. I was so tired, and my head was bobbing up and down trying to keep awake. That lady I used to work with was there and she came to talk to...
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Well, today went a little better. got a little honest with the chef and my manager. I felt such a huge releif afterwards, that I went in and talked to the chef and asked him just to put everything...
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Not sure what the hell I'm doing anymore. I'm back on the meds from the Dr, so there making me feel a little fucked up. especially at work. Today was a little better tho. I took the pill in the...
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Well, I've been going through a bit trying to cut out my medication, Seraquil. The Dr told me it's a bad medication that can cause lots of problems, like diabetes. I don't want th I've been taking...
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Sorry. Going through withdrawel. be back, hopefully soon.
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