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Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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I truly appreciate the journal comments. I have been keeping my own written diaries since childhood and it is really neat to have peoples supportive perspective and understanding. I spent...
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I went to my 20th High School reunion last night. I was so nervous, I almost left. I sat in the car with the radio until the place filled up a bit. It was nice, everyone was nice. I was slow in...
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I got up way too early. I wonder if it's because today is finals and maybe my last day of work? The supervisor dropped off my students surveys and comments yesterday - I was a little...
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I got a call back that an inteview yesterday won't lead to a job for me. I felt defensive "what do they know?" - a character challenge of mine (defensiveness). I wasn't feeling real crazy about...
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I got a phone message from my ex last night - and deleted it (first one in 2 weeks). I guess I am not "out of the woods". The "It's called a breakup because it's broken" book suggests a 60 day...
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Some weirdness. I wanted to write about this guy, Mr from out of town but used to live here, and well how I feel drawn to him, and how I got out my "He's just not that into you book" when I felt...
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As I get through this psychology class and more into the "meat" of the subject, it is quite neat. I see the prepared final they have for us and how it doesn't fairly represent the scope of the...
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I felt optimistic today. The book on "It's called a breakup because it's broken" (Greg Behrendt) is really hitting home, and I see how in the last 3 months, the first two months I did not respond...
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I am continuing to not hear from the ex which is painful but necessary to move on. I am sad about the loss of our fellow in AA - his sponsor, who was surprizingly well known for his writing. I am...
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Saturday night was just awful as I yelled at my ex on the phone over and over to leave me alone - the day he heard the news his sponsor had committed suicide. Not the nicest thing on my part. I read...
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I went to a memorial service of an MA friend yesterday. It was good to see other MA'ers and have us all come together with our own concept of a higher power at a very religious catholic service. ...
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No ice cream tonight, after about a week of either ice cream or cookies nightly - a lot of it. Funny the local ice cream place is closing down tonite (rent increase). Ex is still persistently...
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Journal reading from a year ago reminds me how long and hard I've suffered when I know my ex's issues and stayed, or went back, repeatedly. So emotionally abusive. I am somehow drawn to...
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It was a very tough yesterday. I feel traumatized by hearing my ex has a girlfriend. It brings up so many of my issues I need to deal with - feeling ok about myself, isolation, jealousy, trouble...
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Being Clear About Desires Getting What We Want The best way to get what we want from life is to first know what we want. If we haven’t taken the time to really understand and identify what...
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