I got a call back that an inteview yesterday won't lead to a job for me. I felt defensive "what do they know?" - a character challenge of mine (defensiveness). I wasn't feeling real crazy about the job, anyway. I'm a little spoiled - if I'm not interested, why bother? Motivation on the job is real closely linked to satisfaction to me. Anyway last week at the teaching job, for now. Feeling a little insecure. I avoid a lot of news, it sounds so bad and depressing and B-I-G. I just have to trust God that I don't always know what's best for me. Next week, possibly out of a job for the first time in I don't know how long, over 3 years? I have been underemployed, not UNemployed for atleast that long. I know I am not alone in this. Maybe the free time will give me a chance to focus on cleaning my room, which is seriously needed. I guess jobs come pretty easy to me lately - I use temporary agencies. Maybe I'll make a plan to go on some interviews - that is actually fun for me, if nerve wracking.
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Hey there Suzy, I\'ll clean your room for ya!! Won\'t clean my own, but for you, I can do a heck of a job. My \"perfect\" mother taught me how to clean the toilet with a toothbrush at an early age. I too never watch the news, only entertainment news. Hope things get better for you on the job front, but like you said, maybe you need a little \"me time\" to take care of Suzy. Am sending you a private message re my doctor situation. Thanks for the journal encouragement. Later, J
Yeah the best thing to do is make good use of the free time, it\'s good you\'re looking at the bright side. Love, Chels
This job may have passed on you, so the next GREAT job can swoop you up! You never know what\'s in store. :) Continue being patient and faithful, and things will work out. They usually do. Big hugs!