Loved1
Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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I was real depressed last night after getting up too early to take parents to airport and exhausting myself. I got some good news - I get to teach a psychology class next time (my degree is in...
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I got some good feedback in the Breakups and divorce group about seeing a new man before I am over my ex, and needing girlfriends to help me deal with the loneliness and process stuff. I told the...
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I am proud of myself for attending a friend's memorial service even though my ex told me about her passing and I figured he'd be there. He wasn't. I cried. She was schizophrenic and a member of...
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Mom and Dad are heading to Greece next week (lucky!). I have written a list of a few dozen free or nearly free things I can do to occupy my summertime. I am low on cash, very low, but it is OK -...
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I heard from my ex this weekend and he said I'll never hear from him again, whatever. I sort of let him have it. He changed his number so I called back, not knowing who it was - well I actually...
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I caved and returned my ex's call yesterday because I was defending myself - I don't hate him and I am not going around badmouthing him (he may be playing games). Anyway he's pretty self...
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I cried hard last night for the loss of my relationship, and the pain of it. It feels like I haven't had these feelings yet since our last and apparently final breakup. It has been a month and a...
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I get so much out of Al Anon, and imagined asking a woman to sponsor me, but didn't (yet). Progress not perfection. I get hope there that I can learn to be emotionally independent and learn to...
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I find myself a little nostalgic for the ex. He sent some nice texts like he is being nice again. Anyway I continue to ignore him and feel some relief that he seems to be suffering less the...
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Today ended up fun and spontaneous. I showed up to see my niece who is turning 16 this month and my 13 year old nephew, and took them to lunch and for pedicures. He'd never had one and was...
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The ex sent some messages yesterday that he really doesn't think of me as an enemy, that he didn't mean it, and he really does still love me, and he needs my help. I don't respond as usual. Then...
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It felt good to turn down a last minute opportunity to sub for an English class tonight because I am putting my Al Anon meeting and my time to myself first. I find being on call stressful and I...
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Went on a walk again with Mr. New. We saw the same 3 deer. We walked longer today. I had kind of resolved myself that maybe he was just treating me as a friend, and though disappointed, tried...
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So today I went on a walk with this nice guy! Wow, funny right when he was calling to confirm my ex was calling - I didn't pick up, of course. On the way to the trail, I waved down my ex's friend...
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My "rude" student from the other night apologized, and so did I. She was one of two who failed the class, and they were warned. I am very pleased with the class. The final was last night. I...
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