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Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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Spent an hour attempting to log on - Dad's computer and he's out of town so I have access, and finally logged in under Mom's "section." REALLY greatful to be back in counseling. Maybe some...
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There was a book I was set on buying before I got together with my ex, and then changed my mind, and finally bought it this weekend. I really like the comedian/author Greg Behrendt and it's called...
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I am absolutely down this weekend. I try to do what I can. I try to not work. I find out starting in a week I'll do two classes of independent study for a student for less hours than I'm...
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It was really wierd, how last weekend the old close friend I visited with was very close to my ex when they were children. Small world :) I continue to hear from him, and not respond. My...
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Saturday night was amazing. The week before, an old friend who I happened to share my last drink with, started doing volunteer work where I do and I got to train him. This week, he showed up with...
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Yesterday I went to my old home group meeting where I went before and during my relationship with my ex, and stopped going regularly around the time I came here to DS in October, when our...
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Well so far all the students in the class are passing. I am not sure if they need a C or D to pass the class, I hear two different versions (Not the most organized school!! Very small. And...
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So last night I went to a meeting and saw this man I kinda like (who I hadn't seen in a month and just wrote about in yesterdays journal here!). I talked to him. I'd realized a month ago when we...
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I went to a very good meeting yesterday where the topic was overcoming resentments. I'm living with a few at the moment and glad my recovery program has given me some tools to deal with them - I just...
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Today was Mom's bday. It was cute at the Mexican restaurant I'd told the server it was her bday in hopes of getting good service. The waiters came up singing and put Flan in front of us (like a...
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I ended up talking to my male friend at length last night about what is going on in my life. I am having a hard time reaching out or knowing how to reach out to. I know he likes me, so this...
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Car returned fixed pretty well. '81 924 Porsche that cost $1k. I'd prayed for a mechanic that knew how to work on them. My last mechanic was far from "getting" that car. So I randomly called a...
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Last entry didn't save. Feeling de-energized - heat, walking, bussing, mechanic holding car longer than promised and not returning call, ex out of the picture, dealing with the betrayal, praying for...
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I am feeling better about the upcoming math instructor position. I will try to be prepared a day at a time so I don't feel overwhelmed. :) Today was awful, and Fathers Day dealing with the...
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I will end my job at the computer lab/ learning lab because the woman I've covered for is returning from maternity leave. So they asked me to teach. I originally applied to this job over a year...
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