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Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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I have a lot of gratitude today. I feel very blessed with this temporary job where I am truly happy and enjoying it. I really enjoyed the speaker at the meeting I attended last night, it meant a...
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Last night was really nice. I am glad to be connecting with a friend who is extremely understanding and supportive. I feel so lucky to have her support and friendship. Last night was nice to...
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It's just been so hard to stay away. He changed his # and I don't remember the new one so called the old one and he answered! Anyway he is not clean after his one day relapse a couple weeks ago,...
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I guess I felt blessed being trained by this woman who I had things in common with, and she just left, she will be on medical leave for surgery and she hugged me goodbye, I'll cover her for a month...
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Last night was neat. Here I went to take a sobriety cake at one of my meetings, and my friend-in-program was taking a cake for 3 years, same as me, and we blew out our candles together. It makes...
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Little frustrations... that week before my period I need extra self care so I am content and calm. I am going to meetings every day the last 2 or so weeks, progress for me from a few months of less...
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Wow, what a weekend. My 3rd MA (marijuana anonymous) convention (missed last year). This year the crying was minimal, the first 2 years I just poured tears. It is so overwhelming to have people...
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Well after my ex had gotten sick w/ pneumonia and they found some lesions on his lung, he had sounded so good up till then, and our last conversation he was largely incoherent. He is a recovering...
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I'm getting ready to go to a convention this weekend for Marijuana Anonymous and it ought to be exciting.In the meantime I'm doing a nice temp job that ought to last over a month - yay.I got my...
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Yesterday I heard from Ex Boyfriend. Anyway I continue to consider his invitations and say no. We did have our most normal chit chat conversation we haven't had in ages, I mean he was so mentally...
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I'm feeling a bit better the last week. The sunny weather helps. I also think I have some PMS mood symptoms that may be quite extreme sometimes. I got a new temp job that hopefully will work...
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Oh I cried so much. I finally checked message from ex and yes I did call him back through much tears and hurt and anger. He is doing better and the meds are making him normal and no longer insane...
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Today I got text message from ex. It hurt he said it shouldn't have ended in hate (I don't hate him). It hurts that it ended at all, I wish we'd just stayed good friends. He said he got so sick...
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Still a little too isolated but did make a few calls and get out today.I finished a book by Nikki Sixx "the Heroin diaries" I journal myself and was involved in the hollywood nightclub scene during...
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Well I didn't stick to my 3 day fast that day, but breakfast and lunch were just fresh juice and fruit. It was really good for me. I just felt I didn't need to be hard on myself and perfect, and...
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