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Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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Friday was exciting. I went to a work Christmas party that turned out to be nice. They were raffling off wrapped gifts, I won, and chose one that happened to contain a counter top convection...
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Last week I trained for new work position. I started here in March in the student center for 3 months, then taught for 6 months. We assess and tutor students. It is real quiet today. It is...
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Little room for pause, and getting ahead of myself. Business! Missing coming here a lot. Dad is fixed to the home computer doing his online gambling. I started training for position in the...
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Big day. The energy of going into the city where I lived. I had a nice lunch with sponsor and other program people, and connected with a woman who attends a womens writers group and I said it...
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I haven't had the opportunity to be on this week, and it's been a difficult one! Anyway I didn't screw things up. Work opportunity came up and I almost sabotaged it - fears, resentments, the...
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Thanksgiving was nice. Sis had some news about her personal life she'd already told me and she was ready to tell Mom. I didn't want to do it on the holiday and exclude the other family members,...
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I'm proud of myself. Nearly all communication between staff at work is by email. I responded to boss about what my plans were for here and if I want more hours, that I feel the extra prep work...
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Today was the 3rd day of my monthly 3 day juice/veggie/fruit fast. I am not perfect about it, and caved at dinner time and had some homemade bread and a stuffed pepper and some chocolate cake. I...
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Dealing with getting caught up in the cycle of verbal and emotional abuse, caught up in the cycle of trying to explain or even taking the blame, and second guessing myself. Not healthy. I'm...
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Here is a pretty cool song about "When I grow up I want to be an old woman." My sponsor sent it on, having seen it on a Kaiser commercial (health insurance). I just love it and was pleased to...
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Today I did go to a womens meeting, which was so good for me to bond over the common theme we shared. It was quite healing to know how many of us had happened to have gotten abortions, and to be...
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I am relieved my new math class seems to be going well, compared to the other math class I taught in June, the first class ever for me at this job. I will have learned from my mistakes. We are...
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Teaching a new math class (new classes every 5 weeks) and have a lot of anxiety on this 2nd day of class, because of the differences compared to the first time I taught this class that seem to be...
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The weight of the world can feel heavy, and it's not my burden to bear, I must remember, and turn it over to God. Today is dad's bday and he's a little sad at the hospital - worried, weak, sick, a...
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I am so grateful for my counselor. I am gaining a lot of insight about how my boundaries aren't quite respected with Mr Now. It is real important for me to notice because it is not healthy for...
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