hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I am writing in class and I don't know why, I took a ridalin so that may be making me more manic. I go back to work on friday evening, but I am a little nervous about it. I haven been there for about...
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Last night I went to work. There isa female manager named Terri and she snapped at me badly. First, she snapped at me because I wanted to take a break doing my shift but apparently it was a rush, no...
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I think that I may at times be intimidated by the new employees that come into the theatre. I think that they are going to take the spot light away from me and all I am trying to do is become a...
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I don't know how my life will unfold. I don't think that my medications are at a therapeutic level. Sometimes i feel ok, good and anticipating great things for my future. Then something changes and I...
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I really like my new job, but it is somewhat overwhelming. I have been taking an ADHD medication that gives me a lot more energy, I think this is the way I have been able to sustain working long and...
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On Friday I asked my doctor again about my issues with ADHD and the fat that Strattera didn't work and I wanted to try something else even if it was a stimulant. She has started me on a low dose of...
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My mind and body both feel so tired. I have been thinking a lot more about killing myself. Is it a good idea? Sacrafice the psyche of my family so I can then let go and maybe feel relief. I feel...
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I am sorry I have not journaled in a while, but I have some time free now so I thought I would try to fill you in on whats been going on. I still feel pretty depressed and I am on seroquel XR 800mg....
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I am sitting in my clinical psychology class waiting for it to start at 2pm... I am here way early. Another student just walked in so it must be a place to go if you have time and need a place to be,...
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I am sitting in my clinical psychology class waiting for it to start at 2pm... I am here way early. Another student just walked in so it must be a place to go if you have time and need a place to be,...
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I went through truing today for the movie theatre position. I think that it is going to be awesome. One of the benefits of working there is access to all of their theaters for free and i can bring up...
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Here is another day. A Sunday. One of the days that I get so stressed and anxiety filled. I don't know where the week is going to take me, if it will be up or down or some other which way. I keep...
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I just came home from seeing my psychiatrist. It was a good appointment I suppose. We talked about some of the issues that I am having with friends and their lack of understanding what bipolar...
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I am lost and losing hope. I need to tell my mom to watch me because I might harm myself. I think that I may cut myself again. I have wanted to for a long time and now just seems like a time that I...
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I am upset because my mom I think is upset with my brother and myself. We were poking some fun at her during dinner and then when we got home she asked us to shovel and we both said no so she just...
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