Easing Backe into Work, While Powering through Midterms
I am writing in class and I don't know why, I took a ridalin so that may be making me more manic. I go back to work on friday evening, but I am a little nervous about it. I haven been there for about a week and a half. I ma going to go in later this afternoon to change my availability to work. I really do like that job, so I want to keep going with it. Midterms are this week. I have one exam and about three papers due. Two of the papers are due tomorrow before class on blackboard, and I have not started either one...shit. I hate this bipolar, it seriously debilitates me and I lose all motivation to move forward in my studies and homework and tests. But I think that I can get through this. I need to work and go to school so I can keep busy and productive. I am actually pretty excited to go in today and fill out some paperwork and start something again, I also want to go through some more training so I can get up to date. I hope that Krissy will be my trainer for kitchen training. I will try to write more later, but I think that I am going to be pretty slammed this evening. Thursday night or Friday night may be more open for me to write a longer post.
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