hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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Things seem to get more difficult each day. My suicide ideology has become more intense and I feel like acting on it. I am sad. I am in so much debt I don't know what to do. I can't find a job for...
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My birthday is creeping closer and closer. With it I am experiencing some added depression and disconnect form the world a feeling of floating around. This is something that I have not felt before....
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It's Halloween again. I am at the museum volunteering. I am wearing scrubs as a Halloween costume. Mainly I chose this because scrubs are extremely comfortable. After I am done at the museum I am off...
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Tonight at about 8:00 I am going to see my old friend Abby play in her band. It's been a while since I've seen her, maybe over a year. Also, our friend Laura will be there, I am not sure if she is...
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In class now and then I'll have a long break. I don't want to spend money on food but I think I need to eat. I ate some really weird stuff yesterday after we euthanized Samantha. Yeah she died...
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I feel as though I am losing everything. My debt is so high, I have no friends, I am very unsure as to what is happening with my school work, i know that it will take more than another year to...
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Some things are going OK. I am getting back on track with school and financially I have funds that are liquid, yet I still have a lot of debt and its not really easy to find work right now. I am...
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I am stuck here at the school for the day. My class ended at 11:15 and my next isn't until 2:30pm. Tomorrow I don't have school so I am sure to watch TV and hang around the house tonight. I am still...
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Tonight dad and I went to this new restaurant called Euclid Hall, it as great! Wonderful food and great atmosphere. it was located in the old Martini Ranch building. They really did a good job. For...
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So actually Tuesday was not that bad at all. I had to drop my macroeconomic class because it was just too much and I needed Monday and Wednesdays open for homework and relaxation. Today I will be...
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It is already time for me to stop smoking that stupid pot. It makes me waste away the day and I hate that. I need a clear head these days. I dont have on in the first place and thefore I don't need...
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So I've been home alone do a couple of days with the dog. Everything is going fine, but I have been smoking a lot of pot. Mostly to get to sleep at night. Though, this afternoon I felt like smoking...
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Ok, so I tried the marijuana route and it didn't really work so I am not going to waste my money on that stuff. I am at my mom's house alone for the weekend and it feels like she is here but no one...
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I went in today to the marijuana dispensary and got two "rollies" and I smoked one of them and it did kinda flush my day down the toilet. I got really hungry, drive around in circles because i kept...
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I got an extension for my history paper until Friday at Noon. That takes a lot of weight off of my shoulders. I emailed my other professor too but he has not gotten back to me yet. I also emailed all...
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