On Friday I asked my doctor again about my issues with ADHD and the fat that Strattera didn't work and I wanted to try something else even if it was a stimulant. She has started me on a low dose of Ritalin 5mg twice daily for a dose of 10mg total in a day. I can feel some difference in my level of energy and concentration on certain items. I am starting to use it's magic on things school related. I would like to be able to bump up to 10mg twice daily. I do think it is working though not to its full therapeutic capacity. Yesterday I took two 5mg tabs one in the morning and one in the afternoon and not only did my activity level rise, but my energy level maintained itself at an incredible rate. I was awake until around 5am and then whole up at 9am without a problem and I sit here now at about 9:30pm still not tired. I am sure I will have to take some downers just to get some sleep tonight. I have to work from 12:30-8:30pm tomorrow. I am over this type of scheduling. yesterday I was supposed to take tickets instead they just stuck me in the kitchen and called it kitchen training, there was something about the smell of vinegar that got in to my clothes and ingested in my body that made me physically sick and I had to call out for work today, but I really just did not want to go. Of corse they told me that at times it is ok to call out every now and then but if it happens too much it may become an issue. I don't think that it is going to get that far but my heath and school both come first. 
 
I like my job but I am don't like the lack of organization and attention to detail others require. I myself like to plan out or prepare myself for the position that I will be working that evening. Tomorrow is my porter position, cleaning, I hope I am still there. I don't want to be placed in the kitchen again, that was horrible yesterday. I think that I should let them know that I am on certain medications that could make me react in different ways. I'm tired, at least of writing.
 
Goodnight moon.