I am upset because my mom I think is upset with my brother and myself. We were poking some fun at her during dinner and then when we got home she asked us to shovel and we both said no so she just went and did it herself. Then she went right up to bed and didn't say anything to us. I don't know what is going to come of this. Tomorrow is my first day of school and I am nervous and Luke is flying back to New York, my mom is taking him to the airport. I hope this mess is cleared up by tomorrow when I get home. 
 
My lithium level was high so my doc told me to stop for a couple of days and then move to a lower dose. But right now I am feeling depressed and really alone. I know that there is a new Metro Crisis Hotline, maybe I should call them sometimes. I am so tired and with tomorrow coming up I need some sleep.
 
Goodnight moon.