hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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My mom is home now and I am still at the house. I'll be here until Tuesday when I go home to my dad's. I am anxious about going back because in my mind I feel that my family there is getting used to...
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I did absolutely nothing today. I got up and showered and went out for about to hours and then I came home and put on the PJs and fell asleep in front of the TV. I feel like a bum and now still lazy!...
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Yesterday I went beyond my mileage allotment from my mother while using her car while she goes to Chicago. I went to the antique mall and I found a vintage mens traveling toiletry kit. All...
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For my health and the well being of my family I have decided to go cold turkey on the drinking. I have unloaded all of my liquor at my mom's house am I will do the same once I return to my father's...
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I hate not having a car and being able to drive myself places or just get out of the house. I have to go to my moms tonight and I will be stranded there until Sunday when she returns from Chicago. I...
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I woke up early this morning in the anticipation for the day. I have some tension, but I think that might be because I slept in a bed that seriously needs a new mates at my mom's house. I took an...
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I am stoked that my mom and I got our phones corrected. Apparently my mom had accidentally put me on a messaging block list. Tomorrow morning my mom and I are going to the antique store to look for a...
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I depart for my mom's house soon. She is purchasing a new computer and needs my help in selecting the right one for her. It's Thursday and we are to go to the Hotel Monaco tomorrow night, I am...
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I always feel alone, even if I am with only one other person. MY relationships last only a moment in time and the memories are forgotten. I seemingly have more friends when I am with Ti's friends....
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I am trying to work things out for myself, but things just keep popping up. I am out of school for the next few weeks and then I start the fall semester again. I have nothing to do and really no...
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Things seem to be getting better. I gave Chi a ride to kholes today, even though she didn't buy anything. I am getting along more and more with Ti and his friends. I think that this week I am going...
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Things are OK, but not good. The nights get really bad and I end up trying to kill myself and it hasn't seemed to work. I end up taking, on top of my prescribed medication, sleeping pills, pain...
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I have not written in a while. I apologize for that. I suppose that I simply have been tied up with school and family matter plus trying to find a job. The family issues are beginning to settle, yet...
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Chi finally apologized to me the other day and now things are leveling out little by little. I miss friends, any friends... friendship in general. I was supposed to meet my friend Neida the other day...
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Apparently Chi went to my father's office today to talk with him. She is not coming not until midnight, I suppose that's when I'll be asleep... Though, last Chi is accusing me of hitting her. I...
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