3/28/2013

Still doing well. I knew though that talking with him, laughing with him, spending time with him would make me want to be with him. So, putting my cell phone up, taking a sleeping pill, and going to bed before I do something stupid. I'm not down or anything at all. Just know myself very very well. He's like a drug. Can never stay mad at him. If he had reached for me yesterday evening while I was actually with him, I doubt I would have resisted or said no. Like I said, I know myself very very well. Now I'm wishing she would get her faster-lolol. Nah, I'm fine. I withstood the temptation to even text him tonight and now I'm going to bed and tomorrow is a new day.He comes in the morning to get the dog and her crate for the weekend and I wont be back until Sunday afternoon. Not sure I am taking my computer with me this weekend so i might be offline till sunday evening. Hiope you all have a peaceful, if not a great, weekend.