3/22/2013

I can't do it. I can't. I can't make it through this. Called ex to tell him trouble I was having opening a separate account at the bank-which I need to do so I can get off of the joint account. He asked what was I doing this weekend. he never never asks that. I told him I wasn't sure. He said he just wondered if I was going out of town for Easter. told him I didnt know but Easter is next weekend. He said yes, it's next weekend. She must be coming down either this weeknd, next weekend, or maybe even this weeknd for the week or something. I checked my sources to see if there was any info about her coming, but there wasn't. Just alot of how excited she will be to move here this summer. How she's going to buy him a boat, etc.  I can't do it guys. i thought I was strong enough to handle her being here, but I'm not. I don't know what to do cause I really really cant do this. I don't want to hibernate in my apartment, afraid to go out for fear of seeing them...but I just...I just...I can't.

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Lori63
Lori63

We CAN do it because we have no choice. I am currently down, down, down and have cried for two days so I know how you feel. My son is going to his dad\'s new family today for a week-he hasn\'t seen him for a year and I have to let him go. I am sick over it.
Not making this about me, just want you to know that I feel your pain.
PLEASE stop keeping tabs on him and her. No Contact will help you no matter how hard it is.
This is definitely a rollercoaster. Hugs to you-message me if you ever want to \'talk\'.
jaclyn1973
jaclyn1973

I know. I had stopped keeping tabs on them ages and ages ago. I had to talk to him about the joint account because I need to get off of it but can\'t open another one anywhere because of some stuff from the past. Had to let him know. But I did open one online so that will solve that problem. As soon as its completely up and I have my debit card I will mail him the card and checkbooks from the current account. But I do have to see him once more cause we have to go together (he says) to take my name of of the current account. Anyway once, the bank stuff is done there is no reason for contact at all. Ive been doing no contact and someone in my camp must have told him because he totally stopped calling me even to see if I am ok. It\'s hard. would be easier if he moved to her instead of her down here. I\'m ok today. took a pill and slept and slept..which is how I always deal with really hard things. Feel better and a little stronger today.