10/4/2014
Very Tired. Been to S. Louisiana twice this week for job interviews. First one didnt pay enough and I could tell they were promoting from within. I want the second one but have serious doubts I will get it.
Running out of money right now, too. But friends ha offered for me to stay with her. It's going to practically take a bulldozer to clean this place and pack. Still, I dont have much choice. I have some money coming in, but doubt it will be here as quickly as I need it. I need to clean this place anyway, but...
Slept hard after I go back home yesterday. Was so very tired. Hoping to get back on even keel. Sleep at night instead of all day. Woke up this morning and for some reason, it took me a sec to remember we are not together anymore. It's been 3 years...sigh... Today is the car show. I love it and the weather is perfect, but I just cannot do it.
Have appt with Vocational Rehab on Tuesday. Need to fill out that humongous app they sent. Hoping they can help me find a job and/or advise me about getting disability. When I went for my interview yesterday, I had some problems with my hearing. Not with the interview, but understanding the recpetionist at the front desk.
I've had the feeling that my hearing has gotten significantly worse the last couple weeks. My caption phone is at it's highest but the sound is not enough. And my hearing aids, which are only one year old, are giving me some problems now. I don't know. I don't have much hearing left to start with. At any rate, much of this is out of my hands. I can't change my hearing and I cant change whatever Rehab will or will not do.
I need to go to Public health and apply for medicaid so I can go to the dr. need my ears checked and would like to get my BP checked. I've never had probs with high BP but wondering right now because of a couple of things.
So much I need to do and I am overwhelmed...but I'm ok, I'm fine. No comlaints
Running out of money right now, too. But friends ha offered for me to stay with her. It's going to practically take a bulldozer to clean this place and pack. Still, I dont have much choice. I have some money coming in, but doubt it will be here as quickly as I need it. I need to clean this place anyway, but...
Slept hard after I go back home yesterday. Was so very tired. Hoping to get back on even keel. Sleep at night instead of all day. Woke up this morning and for some reason, it took me a sec to remember we are not together anymore. It's been 3 years...sigh... Today is the car show. I love it and the weather is perfect, but I just cannot do it.
Have appt with Vocational Rehab on Tuesday. Need to fill out that humongous app they sent. Hoping they can help me find a job and/or advise me about getting disability. When I went for my interview yesterday, I had some problems with my hearing. Not with the interview, but understanding the recpetionist at the front desk.
I've had the feeling that my hearing has gotten significantly worse the last couple weeks. My caption phone is at it's highest but the sound is not enough. And my hearing aids, which are only one year old, are giving me some problems now. I don't know. I don't have much hearing left to start with. At any rate, much of this is out of my hands. I can't change my hearing and I cant change whatever Rehab will or will not do.
I need to go to Public health and apply for medicaid so I can go to the dr. need my ears checked and would like to get my BP checked. I've never had probs with high BP but wondering right now because of a couple of things.
So much I need to do and I am overwhelmed...but I'm ok, I'm fine. No comlaints
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I love your positive attitude at the end. Best of luck to you!
Thanks. It comes and goes. All you can do is what you can do. Oct-Dec are tremendously difficult months for me. I do somewhat feel I am being led to go with disability. I\'ve been researching some low income places in case that is what I have to do.