xBlissx
Status: Self-loathing is a dangerous thing.
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What a day. Ok so I'm still doing well but I had a slight scare today which upset me a bit. It's seems someone up there really doesn't like me much. They're doing their best to make me unhappy. I'm...
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Sorry I havn't been posting much, I've been feeling quite good so I've been busy.It's been nearly a week on this new medication and so far my mood seems to be really good. I've been keeping busy and...
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I had another pretty good day although I had a couple of upsets. The first one is nothing major but it just proves how tearful I am at the moment despite the good mood.I decided to do some of my lion...
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I thought it was about time I shared another one of my poems with you all as I've also had a request This poem was written for a contest in which I came runner up. It wasn't for anything special,...
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I didn't get to write an entry yesterday as I wasn't online so I thought I'd update now.I decided to take the plunge and talk to my Mum about my concerns about MPD/DID. It went well but she said that...
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Today has been another good day. I got up and had a really nice relaxing bath with all my lavender oils. It was so nice. I washed my hair and basically just pampered myself a bit I haven't really...
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What can I say....I have no explination for why I'm in such a good mood tonight but I am. The difference between yesterday and today is rediculous! I just don't understand it. I guess I don't need to...
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I feel like I've been 10 rounds with Mike Tyson, dragged down a motorway at 100 mph by a truck and left to be hit by a train about 5 seconds after.I have had some responses to my post on the MPD/DID...
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Today hasn't been too bad. At least I havn't been sick anymore and I've managed to keep anything I've eaten and drunk down. Still quite on edge and anxious though so I'm trying to eat little bit at a...
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Where to start...I didn't come online at all yesterday so I didn't get to write a journal entry. I think if I had, I'd still be typing now. I had an awful day, relapsed really badly and I'm really...
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Today I've been feeling pretty awful for most of the day. I had my appointment with my pdoc but he decided that he wants to wait another week before changing my mood stabilizer, just incase the...
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If I'd have been writing this entry this afternoon it would have been a very different story. I felt really good earlier, better than yesterday and the day before. And now I feel awful again. I've...
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Ok so I didn't get round to doing anything creative I played Pokemon again...oops.Feeling OK. Not great. Not as good as yesterday but I've taken m tablets and going to bed soon so I shouldn't be...
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I didn't write an entry yesterday sorry...Before anyone says you don't need to say sorry I'm more saying sorry to myself. I always feel annoyed when I haven't done a journal entry. Feels like a...
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HiI haven't been too bad today. Woke up in a really bad mood but it went away after a while. I have a model kit to make an old fashioned steam boat out of matchsticks that I've been doing bits of now...
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