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I saw my pdoc today and he's put me back up to 15mg Mirtazapine along with the 20mg Prozac. I think he felt guilty for taking me off it in the first place but he was only doing what he thought was...

....I don't really have much to say tonight...I'm not doing well. I feel like bursting into tears but they just wont come. At least if I could cry it might release some of this tension. The...

An early diary entry as I'm not really doing anything. I have Edward Scissorhands on the TV at the moment. I'm feeling a bit...well I don't know really. Not very good. I WAS feel ok yesterday but not...

Hello,Just a quick entry tonight as I've already taken my Mirtazapine and I'm starting to feel a bit woozy.It was my Mum's birthday today..well yesterday now. We don't really do anything special for...

Just got ready for bed again and it's 10:33pm. Hoping to get another early nights sleep. Although there is an indian family who have rented a hall across the street from us for some kind of party and...

Second opinion: Same dxJust got off the phone to my pdoc and both therapists agreed that that it is just Bipolar. It's a relief, I'm not going completely loopy after all. I made another appointment...

I had my second appointment yesterday for an hour with a really nice pdoc. He put me at ease and was really easy to talk to which helped. We went through everything from start to now and he told me...

Well I didn't have to wait long for my second opinion appointment. It's tomorrow at 9:00am so I don't have to wait long at all. It's with one of my pdoc's associates so he will have filled him in on...

I had my pdoc appointment today and basically just broke down in front of him. I explained everything as best I could about the bad nights, the intrusive thoughts, that fact that I feel like I'm...

Hey, sitting with Beverly Hills Cop on the TV. Still feeling the same. Just want to fall asleep tonight easily and not wake up till the afternoon. Not done anything today except sleep, been so...

Managed to get to sleep at about 3am last night which was better and I didn't get up till 1pm! I felt a bit better this morning, bit brighter but once again nightfall has taken that away from me....

Not really sure how to start this off. I'm pretty sick of writing negative entries really. I'll just keep it short and not so sweet.Was awake till 5:40am again this morning. Slept till about 9am,...

I thought now would be a good time to post another poem. Enjoy.Ghost ChildA few months back on a cold winter night,Suddenly awoken by a sobre moan,Squinting in the darkness I saw a faint light,And...

Hello again.After last night's little freak out I didn't get to sleep until 5:30am...in the end my and my Mum just sat up downstairs. She asked me if I could tell her what was going on in my head but...

Hello,Not having a very good evening/night again. Didn't really have a great day either...slept for most of it as I woke up with a migrane.....I can't remember what I did today....?Oh yeah, well I...