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Just felt very down today. Told my therapist that Family Therapy once again wouldn't be happening. He looked suspicous then just look a bit pissed off (but he wasn't with me). I think he knows...

Cut again last night. Staff know at the hospital but family don't.Don't really know what to say. Just thought I'd post to say I'm still around. There is so much stuff going on for me at the moment...

Come night time it's at it's worst...love to know why that is. Whatever mood swing I'm experiencing it's always worse by eve/night. Feeling destructive again but at the same time feel like I'm going...

Couldn't take it anymore after yesterday and I ended up self harming.It wasn't bad. Usually I do it on my leg but instead I just made loads of scratches on my wrist. I think I was teasing myself or...

Saw my therapist.Whether he got it or not I don't know. He didn't respond to it at all. There wasn't a conversation about it or anything.I left the session feeling completely...I don't even know how...

So. Saturday I posted because I was feeling really hyper etc. In my opinion it could have been hypomania. BUT at the same time my thinking patterns were still destructive. I wanted to self harm. I...

I've had a really good day today. Still feeling on the hyper side which is a good thing as it means I've happily enjoyed my birthday which I was REALLY not looking forward to.Went to Day Patients...

I'm feeling a bit crazy at the moment. Hyper, agitated, laughing at everything, feel like I'm going completely insane... BUT at the same time I feel like shit. I mean like REALLY crap! Which just...

Plucked up the courage and told my therapist about what happened with my Key Worker. I have a proper therapy session with him tomorrow so I can talk about it properly there. Just said I needed to...

Well today's option for Lunch (Chicken goulash - Basically it's rice, chicken, broccoli in this weird sauce stuff) is my most hated meals at Day Patients. Actually I hate this day! Wednesdays of...

I didn't write an entry yesterday, wasn't feeling up to it. I had a key work session at Day Patients yesterday afternoon. My key worker has only just started working at the unit I go to but...

I didn't write an entry yesterday so you would think I would have lots to say. Well... I don't.Weekend has been about the same as others. Not really done anything and I'm feeling pretty crap at the...

Managed to talk a bit more today. I was the only Day Patient there today which made it easier to talk. I talked about Wednesday too which helped a bit.Therapy went quite well too. Didn't talk in...

So it was 'Fast Food' day today at day patients. Woop. Managed it though so that's something. Today was pretty uneventful actually. Not much was going on...well, compared with Wednesday's events...

I was meant to have Family Therapy today but (as I thought) my Mum couldn't make it. Instead my therapist said we could meet. He told me that he wants to stop my other 1/2 hr appointment now that I...