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I'm home! I've finished my inpatient programme and gained the weight. I'm now maintaining. I'm glad to be home but I'm still worried about trying to maintain at home. Just have to see how it goes.I'm...

I have an admission date. I'll be going into hospital on Tuesday. I'm visiting the unit on Monday so any questions or concerns can be sorted before the admission.Not quite sure what else to say at...

Haven't really got anything to say. Just thought I would make an update to let you know I'm still around. I'm trying to find things to do to pass the time but it's getting harder to concentrate on...

Had my appointment at Vincent Square hospital today for their assessment. The travelling isn't that bad at all, it's quite far to go but it's pretty straight foward.The assessment was just a lot of...

Well so much for being able to have confidence in this hospital unit I'm going to. The therapist I saw on Wednesday was able to give me the appointment time for next Tuesday but she also said they...

Not writing much because I'm not feeling good.Had appointment with the lady and I've been told I have an appointment at the hospital unit on the 6th May. I thought "great, I don't have to wait much...

I'm trying hard to just let it go. I really want to self harm and my head is calling me all the names under the sun. Repeating what a failure I am and I don't deserve help. I know I've got to try...

I woke up last night (this morning) at 2 am and it's now nearly 9 o'clock in the evening. That's 19 hours and I'm still wide awake. I take Mirtazapine which is a sedative so when I take that, it...

Been to see the Dietician again today and he's given me some 'homework'. He's asked me to drink 1 pint of milk a day to help with Protein and Carb losses as I'm still losing weight. I've stopped...

Feeling....I don't know really. It's rather 'existing' really. Nothing planned really. I know what I'm doing my Mum and Brother for dinner tonight, planned that this morning. For my Mum it's a baked...

Had the second part of the assessment done. Basically I'll be going as an inpatient to the main hospital. They only have 12 beds in their Eating Disorder unit though so they are going to contact the...

I'm really upset this morning and I know I shouldn't be. I still want to recover although after Monday I've found it hard to remain determined to fight this. But despite this I'm just so angry with...

Yesterday I had my second appointment with the dietician. He looked at my bloods gave me some feedback and we started our first therapy session.I'm finding it really hard to put thoughts into speach...

I have my second appointment with the Dietician tomorrow. Taking my blood and ECG results for him to look at. I think he just wants to see me and get those results really. He's not starting any...