What can I say..smiley-undecided.gif..I have no explination for why I'm in such a good mood tonight but I am. The difference between yesterday and today is rediculous! I just don't understand it. I guess I don't need to understand it but it would be nice. I was so bad yesterday, suicidal, and yet here I am now....24hrs later and I'm fine. It's crazy!

Anyway today has been a really nice day. I woke up and my Mum was over my Nan's again doing some more packing. She came back for some lunch and I went back over with her after to help. I haven't really done anything else to be honest, been online for most of the evening. Oh and I'm really happy because my Mum is letting me have one of my birthday presents really early as it's in the sale on Amazon. I'm getting a webcam smiley-laughing.gif yey! So at least if I'm not able to get out enough to see my friends, they will be able to see me.

So yeah, I'm feeling good smiley-smile.gif I just hope it lasts! I've just though actually...maybe this hightened mood has something to do with me coming of the Depakote....uh oh....I hope that doesn't mean I'm going the other way. Oh well, it'll be nice to have a high if it is, since I've been so low for so long.

Hope everyone is doing well, night!
x-Bliss-x


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So wonderful to see you happy! I hope the nice feelings continue, even through harder times! Sincerely, Helen