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Tomorrow I have my appointment with my GP and things can at last start to get moving. My pdoc will phone him the afternoon to talk about what is going to happen. I probably won't be any more in the...

After yesterday's positive day with my eating it was all worth it as I maintained my weight exactly. I had mixed feelings obviously but I know in my heart that it is a good thing. Hopefully now I...

It's Easter Sunday today and I don't really have much planned. Too tired and I have a headache :(Goal UpdateI'm at 6 stone now...my target weight that I wanted to get to. I have mixed feelings. One...

Had a good day yesterday baking. Bit worn out today though. The plan was that I would make my Nan an Easter chocolate cake but my Auntie brought her one over from Marks & Spencer and she's...

Yesterday was a bit crazy because I ended up bingeing. I was a bit hysterical in the afternoon.Today has been a much better day. I had still lost weight and so I treated myself to a Hot Cross bun as...

Woke up this morning and I'm in a better mood. I've lost the weight I put on so now I'm back to the lowest weight again, which although I know I probably shouldn't be...I'm happy about it.I'm taking...

Well after yesterday's attempt at being positive and pushing myself with my eating...I ended up totally freaking out last night. If I wasn't with my Mum I would have ended up self-harming again. I...

I'm feeling quite good today. Not sure why but I'm not complaining :) I feel stronger today and I want to push myself with my eating too as I feel like I could cope. If it all get's too much by...

Not got much to say tonight. Had my appointment with my pdoc...went fine. Still just waiting for my GP to get back from holiday. He's back after Easter next Wednesday. At least then it'll feel like...

Had a nice time out today. Went to Hobbycraft this morning, one of my favourite stores :D I brought some nice stuff to make some Easter cards and a couple of easter treats for my two friends.I've got...

This is just a quick entry cause I'm too bloody angry to write more.This morning I weighed myself, as usual and once again despite eating more again yesterday I have lost weight. I'm not dealing with...

Had a bit of a hard time last night when I realised my calorie intake was the highest it's been for a while. I just took my tablets and went to bed.Finding it really hard to deal with the frustration...

I recieved my phone call from my pdoc yesterday. As I thought although he's doing everything he can his end, there's not much he can do until my GP gets back from holiday after Easter. He did contact...

I had a horrible night last night. My calorie intake had gone up again and everything just overwhelmed me. I was just so tearful and yet really angry too. I rarely get angry and I couldn't really put...

Still battling on with everything. Had a rough day yesterday so I took my tablets early last night and went to sleep to stop my head whirring round. Fresh day again today.My Mum just got a call from...