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I'm feeling the same as I was last night. Couldn't talk again today. Still want to self harm. Went to the river again today. Just needed that comfort. *Shrugs* I'm meant to have a family therapy...

Really trying to fight the urge to self harm at the moment. Don't know if I'm going to manage it tonight though.Had a horrible day. My Mum has her own problems at the moment so the past couple of...

Well there goes another weekend of not particularly doing ANYTHING with a point to it. I'm not feeling motivated to write a journal entry tonight to be honest so it's not going to be very...

I've just done some artwork. A sketch of Gerard Way from MCR. I enjoyed it whilst I was doing it but now I'm finished all I see are the mistakes. The parts that should have been slightly different....

I feel like smashing my head through a pane of glass...or perhaps just into a brick wall. As you can probably tell I'm not feeling very good. To be honest I'm not feeling 'sad' or 'upset', I don't...

Wow...ok so don't really know how to start this entry. I don't know what I'm feeling to be honest. I don't know, and yet at the same time it feels like the slightest thing would just make me...

Well, I managed to 'complete' what I was given today in Day Patients. I had the AM snack and the PM snack but I could only manage half my Lunch portion so I had an Ensure to make up the rest. I think...

It's quite hard for me to say that. I feel like I've failed. I know I shouldn't but I do. I feel like I'm going to lose control of my feelings again. When I stopped eating all those thoughts that I...

Last week, Tuesday night I was admitted overnight because I didn't feel safe to go home. The same thing happened this Wednesday. I didn't want to feel that way anymore so I did the only thing that I...

I've been...emotional today. I think it's been a build up over the last couple of days and it was just too much to keep it in today. I wasn't as upset as I could have been but it got rid of some of...

Not feeling very positive at the moment.I had another therapy session today but it didn't really go as well as I hoped. I don't know what he wants from me anymore! He was talking about me changing my...

The self harming thoughts have come back and this afternoon all I could think about was how nice it would be to just take a load of tablets, go to sleep and not wake up.Over the past couple of weeks...

I'm feeling so confused about myself at the moment. Confused about emotions, why I have them, why they are so strong and what I can do to cope with them.Over the past week I've thought about self...

(Post I made a couple of days ago) I’m really struggling at home at the moment. Without going into too much detail, basically my Mum’s track record with men is not good. Violence was involved...